A Small Mistake To Fall For You [ORV Yoo joohyuk x Kim dokja] (18+)

[What is the truth?]

A/n: Hey my fragments! I'm so sorry for not updating. I got so caught up in my daily life things I almost forgot. Plus, thanks to that person on ao3 asking if I were alive 😭😭 it made my day 😭❣️now I'm back with a powerful chapter. I hope it'll be long enough to make up for my absence ❣️❣️
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These days kim dokja has been having the same dreams. A figure always saying  how much they love him. But he found it meaningless. There was no one in this world who would love and appreciate him as much as the figure had said a million times over.

Biyoo has grown within these past few days. Even though she mostly sleeps, she's gained a bit of weight, making her cheeks and baby roll plumper. Every time Kim dokja looked at her, one person always appeared in his mind. It saddened him quite a bit, but he already determined to let go. "Yoo Joonghyuk... where in the world did you go?" Kim dokja mumbled to himself as he gently caresses the sleeping biyoo's hair. Ever since the time yoo joonghyuk tried to approach Kim dokja and got his ass kicked by Han sooyoung, he's been missing. Even Kim dokja, the reader, had no idea where in the world he could've gone to. Kim dokja's anxiety couldn't get any worse. Of course, he's moving on, but part of his heart couldn't bear the loss of the love of his life. So he made a decision whether or not he would regret it.

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"I'm sorry about this, han sooyoung. I know I promised you that I-"

"Would get over him? Kim dokja-yah. Do you think I never realized what you were thinking? I've know you for so long, how dare you belittle me. Now go. I'll watch the kids."

Kim dokja smiled at han sooyoung. "Thank you.." He went up to biyoo who was sleeping in han sooyung's arms, "I love you, my baby. I'll be back soon after I find your daddy. Be a good girl until then." He softly caresses the sleeping baby's head and kisses her forehead. "Kim dokja.. you better come back in one peace or you'll never hear the end of it." Han soo young said sternly to the smiling Kim dokja.
"I have biyoo. I will come back no matter what." He said and closed the door behind him, leaving the anxious han sooyoung behind.

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"Lee jihye.." Kim dokja's voice started on the phone as he headed towards the car.

"What is it, ajusshi?"
" Have you heard anything from yoo joonghyuk these days?"
"Master said he would go find seolhwa unnie."
Kim dokja came to a stop as he reached for the steering wheel. "What happened to seolhwa?"
Lee jihye sighs on the other side, "She said she couldn't take it anymore, so she left. And master.." the other side paused before saying, "that's all there is to it..why do you ask?"
Flustered, he replied, "that idiot. Thank you Lee jihye."
"But-" before she could ask the question, Kim dokja ended the call and started the vehicle.

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"Ugh.." A deep voice groaned in exhaustion. "Where am I?"

"You're awake." A female while suddenly interrupted. " It's about time you wake up." The clacking of heels clicked the cold marble floor as it moved towards the man on the ground.

"Seolwha, what the fuck are you doing?!" The man shouted as the figure became clearer.

"What am I doing? I'm merely putting you in a slumber."

"Don't shit with me. What did you do to me?" The stern man struggled to stand up straight.   "Where is Kim dokja?"

The woman flinched. "All you can say now is Kim dokja? After I corrupted your mind??! ALL YOU THINK ABOUT IS HIM?!? Do you ever not think about our deceased baby? Did you never think about how I am feeling?!"

Stunned by the sudden response, yoo joonghyuk questioned: "How do you remember? You shouldn't-"

The woman laughed. "I'm not the present seolhwa nor am I the future one. Im the one.. that you left in the past... the one you so coldly shouldered away regression after regression."

It didn't make sense. No. Nothing makes sense. Yoo joonghyuk was lost at words and at thought.

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Kim dokja drove building passed buildings. Not a single one had a trace of yoo joonghyuk. He felt... hopeless. What if he lost yoo joonghyuk forever? What if he gets pushed away after trying so hard? All the thoughts in his mind petrified him. He knew he was hesitant. But he hoped.

2 hours of driving and searching. Nothing. No trace. No hints. Disbelief, misery, denial, grief, and guilt filled his eyes. The raindrops seeped out unwillingly. He faced the sky and sobbed. "Yoo joonghyuk-ah... where are you?" He closed his eyes. It would be a miracle if I could see him one last time and tell him how I really feel. Please... let me see him. Let me feel him once more. Kim dokja slowly opened his eyes still staring at the unmoving stars. Miracles don't happen in this world. He laughed to himself. He was silly for thinking things would go his way. That things would be okay. Just as he turned his back, a shooting star shot across the sky and blinged. Kim dokja stared at the star. It was as bright as a sun, though smaller. The only weird thing about this star was that..

It continued to glow in one specific area.