FIGHT THIS FEELING//MAC MILLER
I don't know what happened in the past 48 hours nor do I regret it. I mean c'mon it's Jack Gilinsky, the guy I've been dreaming about all my life. But c'mon is Jack Gilinsky, the guys that's been known to break girls' hearts.
This was the first time I've seen Kathy since last night, she never called or vice versa. She looked so happy holding Johnson hand as they sat on the bench of the red tables.
Gilinsky was walking too fast for me to catch up. To be honest I was sweating, this is Jack and fucking Jack we're talking about how can they be so perfect.
"Finally!" Johnson said standing up "it's hot as shit out here" Jack was standing there with his eyebrows scrunched together and looking down.
"So, I believe we all have met" Johnson continued "should we go inside" he said trying to break the awkwardness. I mean can you believe it I was standing in front of my faves after I just gave head to Gilinsky. Something inside of me is telling me that this is going to end badly or I'm just another hook up.
Johnson was holding Kathy's hand but Jack had his in his pockets. Did I do something wrong?
I went to go sit at a table near a window. I sat as Jack sat next to me almost making me flinch.
Johnson and Kathy wet ordering our food and Jack kept fidgeting in his seat. I was terrified, this isn't the Gilinsky I know.
I pulled out my phone and that's when Jack rested his hand on my thigh.
"Remember when you said you weren't wearing any underwear?"
"Yeah" I said looking at him with a confused face.
He smirked and left his hand where it was. Kathy sat across from me and Johnson sat across Gilinsky.
We talked about how California was treating them and the parties they've been to. It's weird how quickly we adjusted to being next to our faves. I was paying attention to what Kathy was saying about coming to UCLA and Gilinsky was rubbing my thigh.
I almost melted there but I kept paying attention to Kathy, not giving him the benefit.
He made his way slowly but painfully up my skirt and entered a finger in me. He smirked at me as I smiled at him and slowly sucked a whole fry in my mouth. His smirk disappeared and his jaw clenched making him rub my clit.
I was so close to moaning but thankfully Johnson was telling a joke so I could laugh it off.
"Excuse me I have to go to the bathroom."
"Here? The bathrooms are gross" he said trying to stop me.
"So?" I said as I hopped over Jack making sure to rub my ass on him.
I ran fast to the bathroom. I can't believe this is happening things just keep getting weirder and weirder. I've gave and received head in a matter of hours and I'm still a virgin.
I couldn't be those girls who fall into a guys trap and I decided to get him back.
*JACKS POV*
I couldn't let her see this side of me. I mean she's a fan she probably thinks I'm just trying to play her. I'm so fucked.
My phone buzzed and it was her, I looked at the phone confused.
"Hey, baby are you alone? Can you talk to me.... Ahh I just want to hear your voice. I want you inside of me."
"What are you doing?"
"Finishing what you and I both started" she moaned so loud I thought Johnson heard but he was busy kissing Kathy.
"Where are you?" I mumbled.
"In this small one person bathroom but it's big enough for too. OOH I think I'm go--na CUM!"
"Stop" I said trying not to lose it.
"Damn keep talking to me, daddy. Fuck."
"I said stop, did you hear me or not."
"Why don't you come over here and make me" she said and I could hear her moaning and grabbing onto something.
"Excuse me" I said trying to cover my boner as I stood up and walked as casual as possible to the bathroom. I opened the only bathroom that was for one person.
I walked inside the bathroom and she was fully clothed leaning on the corner of the room.
"What do you think you're doing?"
*YOUR POV*
"What do you think you're doing?"
With that he grabbed me and lifted me up, pinned me against the wall, and he was in between my legs. He rubbed my thighs up and down and traveled his finger up and down my from my chest to my stomach "Get in the fucking car. I won't give you a Strike cause you're paying for it" and he turned around and left me there.
I was so scared now and I thought to myself that I needed to chill. Like chiiiiillll. I walked to the car as I said bye to Kathy and he was grabbing on to the steering wheel making his knuckles white. He had a hand placed over his mouth and his eyes looked darker.
He didn't say a word as he took me home and I was more confused than ever.
As he stopped at my front yard, he locked the car doors. He grabbed my hair forcefully and then caressed my jaw.
"Listen to me, you do what I tell you to do. If I tell you to touch yourself. You to touch yourself. If I tell you to bend over so I can fuck you. You bend over. If I tell you to cum. You fucking cum. You play by my rules. Got it."
"Yes."
"Yes, what?" He said grabbing u hair tighter.
"YES DADDY" I tried not showing fear.
"Now go home so I can fuck you tomorrow."
And now this is the part were I cried. Where I hop out his car and ran to my room and cried. I didn't know what happened, that wasn't the Gilinsky I know. I can't tell if we're just teasing each other now or what this even is?
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