CREEP//RADIOHEAD
JACKS POV
"I'm a virgin."
She looked down showing a sign of embarrassment and didn't even bother to make eye contact. I didn't know why she was embarrassed? Sex is a beautiful and normal thing and she was no stranger to it.
I smiled, but i don't know why. Maybe her beauty and purity made me satisfied. Made me feel like she wasn't doing these things with me just because she wanted to hook up. Like Jesus Christ she didn't jump on me like every girl from tour.
But damn, those words made her more attractive. I could fuck her anywhere now and still love her as much as I do now.
I don't know why she made a big deal out about this when I was falling in love faster when she told me she loves me. I mean the me that I show her and that's more than one. If she can be honest about herself the least I can do it tell her about me.
For fucks sake I just wanted to fuck her to make her feel like no one else has. But she deserves to know first. About me.
"That's a normal thing, we all are virgins at one point and if you don't want to do anything with me that is acceptable and I respect that," I feel bad for lying but she is all I have and need "don't be embarrassed about it, and how I feel won't change."
"I'm sorry for making you believe who you think I was," she sighed still not making eye contact "but it's you Jack." She looked at me and she looked content and ensured.
I decided not to tell her, I didn't want to ruin the moment.
"If its me, we will wait till you want to do anything, and I can take you right now in those sweats if I could, but I am willing to wait," I said uncomfortably as my dick got hard.
She walked over to me and sat on top of me making me go insane. She knew what she was doing too.
"I am so thankful for that too but I never said I was going to stop doing those favors we do for each other," she smiled that wicked smile.
She wrapped her arms around my neck and started kissing me. She started with little kisses and they became faster and deeper. She didn't miss any spot in my lips making sure that I taste all of her. She started grinding on me which made me go crazy, it's these type of actions she does that make me weak.
She made sure she was getting pleasure and her thrusts became deeper. She moaned in my mouth.
"Mm, Jack," she whimpered.
"Fuck baby," I murmured as I grabbed her ass cheeks. The moment became intense as I kissed my down to her neck leaving marks to indicate she's all mine.
She got up and pulled my arm up to her guest room. She made sure to lock the door as I sat on the bed.
She pushed me down on the bed so I was laying down and she jumped on top of me as she giggled. I smiled ridiculously hard and she kissed my lips, I could taste the banana from the pancakes on her lips.
She grinds on me before she pulls down my gray sweats. She is not new to this. I didn't say a word, I was going to let her do whatever she wanted. If she wanted to stop she could. All I asked was, "Tell me baby girl, am I the first ---ughhh-person -'mm--you gave head to?" as I pull some strands away from her face. She looks up at me with those big brown eyes and nods almost making me cum.
She reaches into my boxers and begins her magic that makes me fall into psychedelic thoughts.
She grabs my dick and begins to jack me off better than I would and could. She uses both of her hands and without a warning she connects her lips to my head making me moan her name.
"Fuck, y/n. You're so good at this," I sighed.
She takes more of me in her and starts massaging my balls. She doesn't take her time and starts sucking more and deeper. She then licks me teasing me when I want her the most.
She gets back to sucking and I start grabbing her head to control myself. I was going crazy. Even if I can't really fuck her, this is fucking amazing.
"Damn you sure like daddy's dick don't you?"
She lets out a moan making me tingle. She keeps sucking and stroking me.
"Fuck, I'm going to-" I say as I twitch in her mouth pushing her mouth deeper "-cum" and I finish my orgasm as she swallows all of me. She sucks me off still as I relax and breathe.
"Fuck I missed you so much," she said.
"Fuck I missed you," I pull up my sweats and flip her over making sure to enjoy her presence. I locked her hands with mine.
"Are you comfortable with this?" I asked. A million questions raced through my head, what if she said yes? what if she said no? But I know that she loves me. Did I force her to think that she has to do this?
"Yeah, I am," she laughs making me finally relax.
"Ok then I think I should tell you," I said as I kiss her hands not wanting to look at her.
Her face gets serious she seemed scared.
"When the whole "fame" thing became a thing," I laugh getting embarrassed. She quickly sat up and I didn't look at her I was looking down at the sheets, "I was diagnosed with a bipolar disorder which makes me really angry at times," I sighed making room for her to run away.
She sat up and looked at me.
"If that was a big worry for you to tell me that, it should be. I fucking love you Jack." She smiled.
I smiled so hard I was so madly in love with her.
"Jack you want to know how worried I was about telling you?"
"Oh shut up," he smiled "you're beautiful all the way, no matter what," I said kissing her between some words.
And it's true. And I loved her. And she was mine. And I was hers. And are together.
"I sat next to her. You know when I was dating my dumb ex, and I told her about me, she broke up with me," I sighed.
"Well she's crazy, you know I'm here for you no matter what!" She said looking down.
"I am too, even when I'm traveling, I'm always thinking about you," I sighed.
She smiled and sighed "you here now and that's all I care about," she smiled and held my hand.
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THIS STORY WAS GETTING SO MUCH LOVE IN THE BEGINNING AND I STOPED FOR A LITTLE AND IM SO SORRY BUT PLEASE SHARE IT AND TELL UR FRIENDS TOCREAD IT!!! I made this chapter a smut so I can get some people back on the boat
