HIM and HER. //carlos sainz

10.late night talking.

its been 4 months since you last talked with carlos, it was so different when you didn't talk to each other.
you and lando are going through a phase, you are always fighting, the media makes up lies and posts them. you feel like it's all too much. charles and max are trying to save the situation between you and lando but they are giving up slowly. it's exhausting.

you were sitting with lando on a couch in your living room after a argument
"i think we should end this" the words came out of your mouth and you didn't expect it, it was only your thoughts at first. lando looked at you with a confused face, he wasn't the only one confused. you were thinking out loud.
"do you think we should end this?" he asked
"i don't know it's was just thought that i said out loud" you were feeling miserable for what you said, but you said it and there's no way back.
"you said it, even if you didn't said it loud you were still thinking about it" he was right, if you didn't said it out loud you were still considering it.
he looked you in your eyes, he was exhausted from the fights too..
"but i think we should maybe get a pause, maybe it's the best for us. we could still stay friends" he said, you knew the 'pause' meant the end. end of something that you and lando had. you just looked at him, you knew that if you end this you will never be that good friends again.
"yeah, it's for the best right?" you asked, your voice cracked
"yeah, i think it's gonna be for the best" he said while looking at you, you both felt exhausted and miserable.

it's been maybe month after you and lando made the decision, it's been hard month because everywhere you go people ask about you two, lando was last week spotted with a girl. it's weird because you don't talk that much, normally he would say every detail and now you don't even talk. you and carlos are still not talking. and max and charles are trying to do anything for you to feel better but it's hard.
it's friday and you're walking into paddock, the fans are yelling asking about you and lando or asking about the girl he was spotted with. charles told you that the same question are people asking lando.

you walked in the ferrari box and saw charles sitting on the chair, he was turned back to you, you went to him and tapped on his shoulder "charles" he turned around and it wasn't charles, it was carlos. you looked at him confused and you completely froze, he looked exactly like charles from the back.
"i'm so sorry, i thought you were charles. do you know where is charles? again i'm so sorry" you said, you still didn't move. you were just staring at carlos and you felt awkward.
"it's okay, charles went change. you can sit down and wait for him" he was calm but happy to see you
you smiled at him and sat down, you were looking at your phone while waiting for charles and you could feel carlos's big brown beautiful eyes staring at you the whole time. you looked at him and he didn't move his eyes from you, he wasn't denying that he was staring
"so what's new?" he asked
"nothing much, as you maybe know me and lando broke up and he was spotted with another girl" you said and shrugged your shoulders.
"i'm sorry, if you wanna talk then i'm here" he put his hand on your back and smiled. you didn't saw that smile in a while. he was gorgeous. you talked about what's new and what happened in last five months. he looked happy that he talked to you, you were happy about it too.
charles walked out of his changing room and he saw you and carlos, he smiled about you two. he walked to you and carlos from your back and said in his accent "hello my two best friends"
it felt like he was happier that you and carlos talk more than you were.
"what if we're gonna hang out at my place tonight" said charles
"only if i will cook, i won't let you cook charles" said carlos laughing. you were just looking at both of them laughing

it was evening and charles picked you up and took you to his place and carlos arrived like 10 minutes after you. carlos cooked while you and charles had a karaoke party and were dancing around carlos, he was just laughing at you two.
you sat down on the terrace and enjoyed the food carlos cooked, it was almost before midnight and charles got up and said "im gonna sleep on couch, y/n you will sleep on my bed and you carlos, you should sleep in guest room but i don't know where you gonna end up" and when charles said that last sentence he looked at you so you just said "shut up perceval" and laughed, carlos was laughing too as well.
you were talking with carlos, when charles left carlos moved closer to you. he was looking at you the whole time, admiring you, your every move. he was watching you all the time " i remember when i first noticed that you liked me back. it was at my place." he smiled, you looked at him he was still staring at you. he was so pretty, his eyes were again glowing, he was smiling and his smile wow. you could tell that nothing changed about the way he looked at you.
"i missed you" you said, your voice was sweeter than normally. he smiled at you and said "i missed you too y/n" when he said your name, it sounded so sweet. he was looking gorgeous and he was sweet. what more you could want. "i think i like you best when you're just with me and no one else" you said.
he was starting in your eyes and then at your lips and then at your eyes again. he was getting closer, you were getting closer. you felt so special with him.
he felt like home. your lips were almost touching, one move and you would kiss. you could feel his breath on your lips, you were blushing. he was looking you straight in your eyes and then he kissed you. it was like it was the first time, it was somehow different then the most time. it was special somehow. the moment was special. you missed moments like this.
you ended up having deep talk on the terrace, right before 3am you went to sleep. he was sleeping in the guest room and you were sleeping in charles's bed.
you woke up at night and went to the guest room and asked carlos "could you sleep with me in charles's room? please" he nodded and went to sleep with you.
the next morning charles walked to his room and saw you with carlos he smiled and said "what other could i thought, leaving you two alone" you and carlos just laughed