𝙨𝙞𝙢𝙥𝙡𝙚 𝙬𝙤𝙧𝙙𝙨 ⇝ 𝗽𝗼𝗲𝘁𝗿𝘆

ℯ𝓎ℯ𝓈

i've always believed that eyes show pure emotions. but not mine.

mine are soul-less and tired, because everyday i act fine.

if you go through the motions, everything will be alright, right?

wrong.

since october 28th, 2020, i have been going through the motions. nothing has been fine.

for 1041 days, nothing has been alright.
for 1041 days, i haven't found where i belong.

tonight, my eyes show pure emotion. i sit drunkenly in my bed, praying for everything to end.

tears spill from my eyes as i kneel, speaking to God.

he never responds.

but for the first time in 1041 days, my eyes sparkle with emotion.