Love and Beyond- A Jack Harlow Fanfic

Chapter 11 (Part 2)

I glance at the camera man and tell him to turn off the camera. I stand up and see everyone come in my direction and give me a giant hug. After a couple minutes of making the live video I head home with Londyn and Kaya. We all get home and sit on the couch. I suddenly heard a knock at the door and it was Courtland and Drew. 

They were taking Kaya and Londyn out on a double date. They didn't want to go cause they wanted to be there for me and support me but I insisted on them to go and have a good time. After convincing them to finally leave for their date, they head out and I'm alone in the apartment. I try to keep myself occupied by watching tv or cleaning and stuff but it isn't helping. So I do the next best thing... I started to paint.

 I first get some snacks so that if I get hungry I can eat while I doodle away. Heading to my room I close my door, put my LED lights on, get my canvases, my paint, my brushes, put on some music and start painting away. I pull up a painting from my camera roll that I've been wanting to do for a while. It's a painting of mountains and the sun in a nude aesthetic. 

After an hour and a half of painting I finally finished three other paintings (When I paint I'm a speedster). After finishing the paintings I hang them up on my wall and take a picture to send to my nephew. Me and my nephew are competing to see who has the most paintings on their wall. I'm winning. 

While taking a picture on my phone I get a message. I sit on my bed and go to my messages to see who it was. It was an unknown number. I open it and sit up from my seat. I start to cry. It was Jack. 

(DISCLAIMER!!!!!! This next dialogue is A TEXT MESSAGE!!!!)

Jack: Hey.... It's Jack. I saw the video. I didn't think you were gonna do it. I hate that this is happening right now. I hate that it has to come to this. I hate that someone had to go to the internet to ruin something that I loved..... I've missed you so much.... I was so excited to come home and suddenly.... This happens. I had no idea you had a crush on me.... I'm kinda glad you did though... cause I had a crush on you too. I was so in love with you in highschool that I wanted you to be mine. 

And you were.... Y/N.... I love you so fucking much....For the rest of my life I wanted to find some one that brought out the best in me. That made me feel like myself. That told me what the deal was. That loved me. And support me. And I did. That was you. You were my fucking muse. You don't actually know this but most of the songs on my debut album were about you.... Us. I wish I was with you. I wish this never happened. But I can't go back to the past. I don't want to lose you.... But I think I kinda am. I may or may not call you to hear your voice. But I just wanted you to know that whatever happens.... I love you.... And I will always love you.

(END OF THE TEXT DIALOGUE)

I drop my phone and ball my eyes out. I hated that this was happening. I suddenly hear my phone ring. It was a facetime call. I quickly get up and sit on my desktop. I clean up my face. I keep my composure and answer. It was Jack. 

He wasn't in the best shape. He was in a hoodie and was very red. I think he was letting out anger and.... Was crying. I wasn't in the best shape either. I was in his red hoodie, and was in biker shorts. My face was puffy, my nose was red and my eyes were puffy and red. My hair was in box braids and in general I wasn't in the best shape. 

We just stare at each other. I stare at him and start crying. He noticed. I could tell by his face that he wishes he was there to give me a big hug. But he wasn't. (DISCLAIMER.... AGAIN!!!!! This next part is going to be dialogue between Y/N(M) and Jack(J) and descriptions will be in parenthesis)

Y/N:Sorry

J:It's okay

(I wipe my tears and we sit in silence... again)