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Forever And Always

I love him
Still
We went from strangers to lover to strangers again in five months
Only your not a stranger and I still love you
"For forever and always" right?
That's what you said
Those are your words
Only forever is never
Your words, your kisses, your glances at me
Everything about you is stuck in this timeless capsule
Capsule.
Such a fuck up word
A capsule I stopped taking when you left
One that made me go to a place so dark I couldn't stand to breath
Couldn't stand to be alive
I say I'm better now and if you'd ask I'd promise you that
But I'll never be better without you
You gave me so much and I gave you pain after pain
And now I'm left with the same feelings I gave you
And I'm wondering why you stayed as long as you did.
Why you loved me like you did
I'm scared to move on because I'm scared I'll never feel love like yours
I'll never be with someone as good as you and I know that
Your irreplaceable and I would never try
I'll continue my journey alone
But I'll always be searching for you
In the cars that pass in the strangers I meet
You'll be the one I die looking for
I'll never give up on you
My Forever and always
My love.
Mi amor.