Indecisive as ever
Contradictive as ever
Lost in your wander
With you, happiness surrounds
Yet there remains a transparent void yet to surface
Surely, one day, it will emerge
An inevitable void, for one has committed the sin of loving
Loneliness is a dangerous thing
It can push you to do something reckless
Like how they would end their own life
Like how they would choose to run from reality
Loneliness is a prison I'm willing to stay in for a while rather than trade it for another
A prison where solitude is your only friend
It's loneliness and freedom, fractured within the gap in your soul
Switching between the two, as one continues to wander
I fear the cold
So i tried become one
But i was too warm, the cold melted almost immediately
Perhaps it's the same for them
Warmth is unfamiliar
Perhaps they tried to become one
But it's too hot for them; it hurts
It melts down the walls they've build
Leaving them vulnerable
Open for the chosen one to see
May you burn in the warmth of vulnerability and freeze in the cold of solitude
May you find the lost and the unknown
Outside this sanctuary of old love, where everything about you resides and remains untouched
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Silent Sentiments
De TodoMost of the chapter will be what I planned as lyrics, maybe a poem at some point. I hope you enjoy your stay and find what you're looking for :) Uploaded on Substack too (https://hatsuran.substack.com/)
