The music in my heart. (Lukaxmalereader)

Chaper 1: Loss

Y/N'S POV.

My head was spinning all I could think off is their burnt and broken bodies being pulled out by the paramedics.
My mothers face ruined half of it burnt off gashes on her body.

My fathers eyes still open he still had the smile from the plans for holiday etched on his face.

My baby sister was gone everytging bent and broken.

I was alone.

My grandparents are in a home they can't take me.

My aunt's and uncles have theirbown lives and kids.

I'm alone.

I went from planning a holiday with q beautiful baby sister and two loving and supportive parents to and orphan in seconds.

All because off that drunk twat.

He took my family from me and he walked away with not a mark on him.

I have scars from this burns on all different parts off my body that I will have forever and him he gets 2 years in prison 1½ with good behaviour.

He deserves to feel the pain he made me feel.

He does not deserve his life.

And the only reason I don't take it is because I found out he has a daughter and she does not deserve to go through the pain off losing a parent.

Not at her age.

Not at 5.

But she will lose him for a while.

But that is better for her then knowing he is dead.

They say I'm being taken by a foster family in Paris.

I don't want to leave my home.

I know its mine in the will.

But I can't have it till I'm 18.

3 years.

Then it's mine.

But they are gone now.

I need to try and move on.