Rejected and broken.

Chapter 3

"I McKenzie Howard rejected you as my mate"he said,I couldn't believe I had just been rejected…it felt as if my whole world had come crashing down on me,he rejected us my wolf Angela whispered even she couldn't believe it. I stared at him for a while before I said" but why would you reject your own mate?" my voice coming out as a whisper, "because I don't want you,you're not fit enough to be Luna of this pack.Look at you…you're pathetic and this thing must be a mistake" he said and with that he left bumping my shoulder on the way.

I felt so empty so broken so pathetic maybe he was right maybe I am pathetic,I only have 1 friend in this entire school…no one wants a loser.
Stacy noticed my mood and asked "what's wrong?" Nothing I said. I couldn't concentrate in any of my classes, I felt hollow.

I was making my way to class I saw McKenzie and Kayla looking lovingly into each others eyes…I felt sick and knew I'd vomit if I stayed and watched any longer "that should've been us…" I know Angela it should've been us but he doesn't want us, we're not good enough for him.

The rest of my school day was a blurry mess,I wasn't paying attention to anyone and I had managed to get Friday detention it would've made me panic but after the rejection I just felt numb…no emotion just emptiness.

I got home and went straight up to my room…my room suddenly looked so dull and lonely,was this how I'd be for the rest of my life?
I threw myself on my bed and fell asleep it was the only way to push aside the terrible memory.

"Honey?" my mom called and the tears threatened to come out again " yes?" my voice sounded so hoarse
"oh my baby what's wrong? You've been crying I can tell" I decided to tell her what happened "I was rejected by my mate,he told me how pathetic and unfit I was to be L…his mate " I wasn't ready to tell her who my mate was or that I could've been Luna. "Honey I'm so sorry, he's so stupid not to see what a jewel you are but trust me he'll come running back to you one day and you my dear will decide what to do"
But mom my wolf,what will happen to her? "she'll be depressed for a while but both of you will accept what happened and move on but you'll always have a place for him in your heart sweety" I slowly took that in but why would I have a place for him when he clearly doesn't have a space for me? Why was I so unlucky? And to think it was only last week where I felt that my life was perfect…
"Honey, you're hurting I know but Alpha Daniel has called a pack meeting for everyone…I really am sorry but please be ready in 30 minutes?" I nodded and she hugged me "thank you honey,you're stronger than you think" she gave me one last squeeze and left.

Time to meet my ex-mate…