Rejected and broken.

Chapter 6

My wolf had white fur that seemed to sparkle in the moon light,I was bigger than a regular wolf and I had a black heart in the middle of my forehead…why was I so different?
Before I could try to figure out why Angela said"please let ME take control…I really want to go on a run" "Okay but please don't go overboard" I asked
She chuckled before she said okay.

Running felt so amazing,I felt so alive so wonderful but a part of me wished my mate was with me right now…running with me but of course life isn't that kind to me.

After a while I shifted back into human form but guess what… I was naked and had no clothes to wear,I couldn't just walk home naked so I decided to walk through the woods…please,please don't let any pack members see me like this,I prayed. I was standing on the outside of my room but how would I reach the top? I'm a wolf not Spider-Woman,There was a tree next to my bedroom window so I decided to climb it…man was it the hardest thing I had to do.

I was now in bed,thinking about my life and about how I wanted to live it,Why should I care so much? Why should I suffer the pain of losing a mate when his busy sticking his tongue down somebody else's throat?  its time I live my life and stop caring about  people who don't care about me…plus it was my birthday tomorrow and I just wanted to be happy but would life let me be happy?

A soft knock on my door woke me up, "come in" I called out. It was my mom and dad they both started singing happy birthday to me…I couldn't help but laugh at how terrible my dad sounded yet surprisingly it was the best birthday song ever.

I arrived at school on time again and man did I feel good,There was a scent that I couldn't recognise,I thought it was a rogue but then I remembered that the Redmoon pack was coming over today…I wonder what they look like and as if they heard my thoughts 7 gorgeous people walked into the school, there were 3 girls and 4 boys but one caught my attention the most he had short, messy black hair, black eyes…he looked so hot and his walk was filled with confidence anyone could see that.

Just then McKenzie's squad walked up to them,great I thought now they'd infect the other pack with their stinking attitudes but the unexpected happened the new pack completely ignored McKenzie's squad…well that's a first,nobody has ever done that except them. I hadn't realized I was still staring at the boy with the black hair before he winked at me…I blushed and looked down immediately feeling embarrassed gosh he was probably thinking what a freak I was.

The bell rang and it was time for 1st period which was chemistry ugh I hate chemistry I really do…I walked into the class and saw the black haired boy sitting right next to my desk, I couldn't help but start panicking"oh my gosh Bella just go and sit down will you"Angela my wolf said. I walked to my seat and sat down, he was talking to his friends so hopefully he'd forget I exist...