Complex || Andy goldfarb

Ho ho ho 🎅

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It was finally Saturday, a day of peace and quiet

"Maddy did you get your dress ready?" My mom said walking into my room

"What do you mean my dress?" I asked her confused

"A dress to wear to harry kyles bat mitzvah today?" My mom said with a obvious look

"Ohhh yeahhh, yeah I got my dress ready" I said completely lying

When she left my room I quickly ran over to my closet to find a dress.

After a couple of minutes i decided on this burgundy color dress.

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It was around 7:00 and we were heading to harry kyles bat mitzvah party.

When we got there, I went around looking for Stacy

When I finally saw her, she was standing by the drinks, drinking a CapriSun

"Hey stace" i said while walking up to her

"Hey Mads I was just waiting for you" Stacy said smiling and pulling me into a hug which I gladly accepted

"For some reason seeing walker and Lydia all couply is making me want to throw up" Stacy said looking over at walker and Lydia

"I know right" I said as me and Stacy started walking around the party

"So how are things with you and meteo?" I said changing the subject

"I don't know he's really nice and cute, I really like him" Stacy said whispering the last part

"Awwww you guys are literally meant to be"

I looked at stacy seeing her looking at something else, I looked at where she was looking, seeing that Lydia and walker were arguing?

"What do you think is going on?" I said not taking my eyes off of them

"I don't know" Stacy said shrugging making a yikes face

...

It has been a couple of minutes and me and Stacy were now sitting down at a table talking

"Hey did you get to talk to Andy yet?" Stacy said taking a sip from her drink

"No...I just don't know when to talk to him" I said shrugging

"Well you should definitely talk to him" Stacy said slowly nodding

"Hey I'll be back I need to use the bathroom" I said as I got up and started walking to where the bathroom was

I started walking down the hall where the bathroom was

I turned to the left and got stopped in my tracks....

My heart sank all the way to my stomach...

Seeing Andy, my Andy kissing Lydia

I stepped backwards but accidentally hitting the wall which made be gasp

They turned to look at me in shock

I turned around and started walking away

"Maddy wait" I heard Lydia yell

I turned around angrily

"No! You don't get to tell me that! You first got with walker and now you HAD to have Andy too!? Didn't you!"

"It's not my fault okay?" Lydia said starting to tear up

I scoffed shaking my head in disbelief

"It's not your fault? Yeah okay" I said sarcastically while turning around to leave

I found herself lost in a whirlwind of thoughts, reflecting on my complicated love life. My friend or who I thought was my friend dated my ex-boyfriend, then i decided to fake date Andy but ended up breaking his heart because my heart kept telling me to not fall in love even though I AM IN LOVE!, I regret everything and wished I could turn back time.

I wish I could just... disappear

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Schools tomorrow 😞