HIS REGRET

Chapter 1

" I am getting married" not because I'm in love or we are even friends for that matter.We are complete strangers.I intend to keep it that way for however long she wants this so called marriage.Prerana ,that's her name the woman whom I'm going to call her my wife in next 3 months.But why I cannot forget the light brown eyes,just why.For fuck's sake it's been what 10 years,whom am I kidding I know exactly how long its been since I last saw those light brown doe eyes.Its been 10 fucking years since I last heard her sweet yet commanding voice,had taste of her sweet lips,called her MINE or called me as her's.My Anvi Kashyap. Its me who fucking broke her,broke us and also broke myself in the process.It was too late when I realised my mistake to get her where she always belonged that's beside me as my princess ,as my queen. Prerana is a beautiful women both inside and outside I wouldn't disagree. She is the dream wife any man man could ask for ,well educated ,takes care of my parents more than me if I had to say.She is just perfect I guess.The problem isn't her's its me it's always been me.In the past 10 years what I have learnt is that I cannot forget her ,I just can't.She has moved on and me,I'm pretending to move on.Even when I'm looking into Prerana's black orbs I just don't feel anything,nothing at all.Its not like I haven't told her about it , the very first time I met her I said everything including my fuck ups I just skipped on the part where she is her cousin irrespective of that she is ok with this arraignment . She made it clear that she wasn't looking for a doting ,loving husband.She just wanted a flatmate under the name of husband which I was glad to fulfil . She never said why and I never bothered to ask about her scars.

One thing I'm excited and equally terrified about my engagement party or should I call it as two company's collaboration party is that I get to meet her today, my queen when she is anything but mine.

Anvi has changed a lot since we broke up or should I say since my dumb fucked up brain thought my heart is safe on its own and dumped her.She is no more the innocent girl who is always addressed as Veer Kashyap's daughter or Druv Kashyap's sister.She is now the CEO of world's best tech company 'Anzi' which she built from scratch and when I say scratch I mean it.Her father still brags about how his daughter is more successful than him in just a couple of years. And as far as I know she Is not married,but she recently got out of a very 'serious relationship' according to the media and apparently she has a daughter who is far from media and no one has no clue where that kid came from .I have heard about her a lot in many company parties which she least bothers to attend.And all their descriptions doesn't match the Anvi whom I knew and memorised from the bottom of my heart.

I'm nervous to meet the love of my life after 10 fucking years,and I, Ahaan Kapoor isn't nervous about anything.

I started socializing with the guests with Prerana attached to my side,I saw a familiar figure speaking to a group of men.I knew it was her just from her back side.As if like felling my gaze she turned ,our gaze locked ,damn time has done nothing to her if not turned her more beautiful that I remember probably just to spite me up.She has cut her long black hair short .She is looking breathtaking in that simple black gown that showing her long legs.She casually turned away from me and continued her conversation with that bald guy as if we didn't know each other at all ,as if we didn't know how our lips taste together or how perfectly our body fit's with each other.I know she recognised me I could see that in her eyes but she just preferred to ignore it unlike me.Prerana probably noticed it but she never commented on it and continued playing the role of happy to be bride.I was probably expecting her to be jealous of Prerana ,but she looked like she could care less,and her lack of interest strings like a bitch.

My gaze followed her throughout the next few hours.Something buzzed in my pocket,I guess it's my phone.I was thankful for the distraction when I saw my PA Vansh calling,I swiped to answer the call

"Good evening sir,I'm sorry to interrupt during your engagement party but sir but this is important" my secretary's voice echoed with guilt and fear.

"Its ok Vansh,what's the matter?" I asked more thankful so I could blame my grumpy mood on my work.

"Sir,it's about Inlia,we lost it sir" my secretary said hesistantly.

'Inlia' is the infamous interior design company and one of my dream company since my childhood that recently lost its CEO so in a terrible accident and the said CEO has no family and unfortunately no will.So its CEO's position goes to the highest share holder and my company the ' KK architecture' desperately need a well versed interior design group and I took the opportunity and bought most of its shares.Today the board was going to introduce its new CEO .I had no doubt about winning .How? and Who? , So I asked him just that.

"Who is the new CEO?"

In front , I saw Anvi was talking to someone on the phone.I saw a smile of victory on her face.A smile when I saw on her face when she started bullying her bullies.She ended the call and turned in my direction and started walking towards me with a smirk plastered on her face.I knew, I don't know how but I just knew my secretary's reply before he said it.

"Ms.Anvi Kashyap sir" I ended the call without replying to him.

Anvi stood in front of me and looked straight into my eyes and didn't bothered to acknowledge Prerena and said " Congratulations Mr.Kapoor on your engagement and Sorry for your loss. Better luck next time" without waiting for my response she started to march towards the exit.I was dumbfounded would be an understatement.Not even in my wildest dreams did I imagine our first interaction after 10 years would be her taking my dream company from me as fuck you.Damn!!! 

Author's note:

This is my first time writing .So pls do tell me if you have any issues with my writing. Pls vote and comment my story. Thank you for reading.