HIS REGRET

Chapter 8:

Anvi Kashyap Kapoor:

We reached my apartment .Its a 4BHK house in 20th floor.I know its more for just two people but I really liked it here and it was near my office and my parents place. We entered the house and I started packing my stuff which was mostly packed thanks to Arthi aunty my housekeeper. Only my office room should be packed and some of Zoya's stuff. I didn't really speak to Ahaan because the less the interaction the better .I could feel his eyes on me but I completely ignored it.

I finished packing my stuff and came out of my office room about after an hour .I went to Zoya's room and saw Ahaan and Zoya were packing her stuff. Mostly Ahaan was ,Zoya was sitting cris crossed on her bed and was talking animatedly to him.

"Rithik then gave me a chocolate to calm me down and wiped my tears with his handkerchief. So since then we are friends. Kia .." she continued to blabber about her friends to him.

Since when and what made her started liking him. Until yesterday she didn't even want to face him and now, she was enjoying his company. Ahaan definitely has a way to charm people .

I was one of them and now Zoya has also joined the club from the way she is enjoying speaking to him. I just hope he at least spares her heart. From the look on Ahaan's face he seems to be genuinely interested in her ramble. I cleared my throat to announce my presence.

Noticing my presence "Its almost packed. I loaded all the suitcase in the car. Are you finished with the office stuff? If not I can help you I'm totally free now " he said with a huge grin.

"No, I mean I have finished " I said .He looks cute when he is trying to be sweaty and all. I face slapped myself in my mind. What cute? Seriously Anvi?

I went to my room to bring the suitcase .I was about to take them to the garage but before I could exit the door Ahaan without saying anything took no snatched the suitcase from my hand and went outside. I glared at his back saying "I can do my stuff. I have done that for the past 28 years "

"For the past 28 years you didn't have a husband darling but now you have one so relax and command me to serve you like the queen you are. My Queen" saying that he fucking winked at me.Ahhh!. How am I going to stay with this guy. His queen my foot. Where were these thoughts when he made me beg for his so called love and trust . But I wouldn't lie it did flutter my heart. I heard a giggle beside me. These two are going to be a hand full.

After shifting everything from my old apartment we went to my parent's place .I had mixed emotion I didn't miss them I mean its only been a couple of hours and it was usual for me because I will only visit them in the morning to drop Zoya and during night to pick her up. I didn't hate my father for what he made me do but I am disappointed in him and in myself for letting someone to take control of my life .I would have probably been ok with all this if it was not Ahaan. I guess but still blackmailing me into getting me married is still a mistake I'm not ready to forgive or to forget.

We reached my parent's house too soon for my liking .As soon as the car stopped , Zoya ran inside the house as if she didn't see them literally few hours before. I got down sighing. As soon as I entered my father glared at me. Shouldn't it be me who glared at him while Druv glaring at Ahaan. I sighed ,this stay is going to be really long . My father made a gesture as if asking me to follow him. As soon as we entered his study, he started shouting at me "Did you file divorcee on the very night of you marriage Anvi?"

I just shrugged "Guilty but not guilty"

"Dad, how much ever you wish, this marriage would never workout. Yeah ,we were in relationship for 3 whole years dad. We broke up on a really really bad terms. I don't want to relive all those traumas again dad. I married, Rajiv papa's reputation is saved, let it go dad, please " I requested him.

" What did he do?" he asked me in a small voice like he is scared of my answer only if he knows he would himself get the papers ready. That's why I didn't say to anyone about us. My parents really love Ahaan like their own kid. No matter how much I hate him I don't want my parents to be disappointed or his for that matter. Ahaan is a really good guy it is just that we won't or I don't want us to workout.

" When the media published that you had an affair with Riya Gupta what did mom do?" I ask him .He looked confused but he answered "She proved to media that Riya Gupta was doing all the stuff as a publicity stunt, she proved my innocence ".

"Exactly dad ,she trusted you. She trusted your love for her and Ahaan didn't. He trusted his friends dad ,not me nor in my love. He didn't even speak to me about that he just assumed that his friends are right. What's the use of love when you don't even trust your partner. That day he broke my trust dad. Even if I forgive him, I wouldn't be able to trust him and marriage without trust is a sham . I would prefer to live alone than living in anxiety that when he is going to leave me, again. I deserve more than that dad." I know that's not the whole truth but that's enough for my dad to support and understand me.

"I do understand Anvi but can you please try to give this marriage a try. Can you try to trust him again, for me. Just for a year. If you still stand by your decision then I would myself file your divorcee. Can you do that?" he requested me. One year ,I think I can do that .Anyway its gonna take almost a year even if I file a divorcee now because I'm sure Ahaan would not co operate with me from the way he is happily enjoying his life as if he wasn't abounded by his fiancée of 2 years on the day of his marriage and more important than that what will I give the reason for divorcee ,I can't definitely say that my father forced me into this ,how much ever I'm angry on him I still love so I can't .I can't say Ahaan manhandled me, again my stupid emotions.

So I agreed .I can make Ahaan regret this marriage and along with that our families would understand that we wouldn't work together. There is no way i'm going to trust that man again, not when i'm no more alone. Just One year. I can do that ,I hope so.

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