"don't worry innie it's fine" Chang hyung replied from the passenger seat. And soon enough the van started moving on its way to the dance studio.
Abruptly, the van came to a stop startling me out of my thoughts. I looked at all my members slowly grabbing their stuff and standing up to leave the van. Usually I would be doing the same but one thing that caught my eye had me mesmerised. I stared at hyunjin admiring his natural beauty because legs be real,who finds hyunjin ugly?
I sat there staring at hyunjin's proportions that aphrodite shaped herself, his gorgeous skinny body, perfect silky hair and amazingly thick thighs. I couldn't help but feel jealous... I know I must be a horrible person to be jealous of my own member but when he looks like hyunjin who can blame me.
I sat staring for a hot minute before a loud, annoyed voice yelled my name. My head snapped in the direction of the sound, startled from the sudden loud noise. I look to see my 7 worried hyungs standing outside the van. "I.N are you sure your OK?? " chan hyung asked me worriedly. "sorry I just have a slight headache and I'm just really tire I promise I'm completely fine! 😊" I lied.
"you have a headache innie?" changbin hyung asked me. I noded yes. "you should of told us baby" chan hyung says affectionately. "are you okay to practise? " chna hyung asks me and I just nod yes. "OK but tell us if it gets worse" lix says with a worried expression. "Okay I will!" I replied plastering a fake smile into my face.
We began walking into the studio and turned right into our own dance practise. I walked in dropping my stuff along with my members and quickly shuffled to the middle of the room where we all started stretching. My eyes kept on floating to Lee know where I saw all his flexibility in the amazing moves he was doing. He being are dance leader was handy because he could easily cover for the dance instructor and was always the quickest to learn the choreography.
There's no denying that minho hyung is talented because his smooth steady moves and rythm is unmatchable and he, hyunjin are felix are always ahead of everyone with dance but that makes honestly makes sense because they are danceracha
after all. But you are useless you can't sing or dance why are you here?? Ohh...
I manged to stop my staring at Lee know hung because instead of staring at him I was supposed to be stretching and warming up because as everyone knows kpop idols dance practise are always long and intense but because of that strecjign and warming up is mandatory so you won't hurt yourself or others.
We all finally finished stretching and walked up to our positions for s-class. Me and my members stood there waiting before Lee know hung stepped forward and turned the music on. He stepped back into place easily and we started dancing. I'm not the strongest dancer, I'm not horrible but I'm not Lee know or hyunjin level. In general I'm above average with my dance but that's not enough. Why should Lee know and hyunjin be so good while I stand there like a freak just sloppily dancing.
Every now and then I think about why I'm in this group, I don't contribute well to singing, raping, dancing, lyric writing and producing. Hell I'm not even good in visuals. All my skill are lacking and sometime I just can't seem to think why I'm in straykids. I love my members very much yeah but I wouldn't be surprised if they hated me. They never show aggression towards me or anything but when they're so talented I can't help hut feel like I'm burdening them with my talentless presence.
As the music stopes blasting throught the room me and some of my members collapses on the floor heaving for breath. This isn't concerning as this is a regular occurrence and none of us faint from this ite kinda like taking a small pause. I tried my hardest while dancing I went san (Ateez) level presence and strong movements just so I can keep up with my members.
