My serendipity

ep 23 confession

The melodic and soothing sound of the acoustic guitar echoed all through the studio as jimin was playing through a lead part of the song 'still with you' by jungkook...Jungkook waited for his cue to sing and started singing the beautiful song with his soulful voice...

Jimin and jungkook were about to post a video for the fans where jimin plays guitar, accompanying him all through it... Jimin would sing harmonies and backing/hidden vocals of the song...It seemed to be an interesting thing to do for the fans as their fans always wanted to hear them singing together...

everyone, even the ones who don't know anything about music/voice types can point out that both of their voices compliment each other... It's as if their voices are made for each other...It's a shame that they are not doing a separate subunit together...

(A/n really means it 😢)

Jungkook looked at Jimin with love filled eyes as he sung all through the song... Jimin was so focused on playing the guitar that he didn't notice his hyung staring at him while singing...

As they're both done, the switched the camera off and listened back to the recording again...Both of them were satisfied on how it turned out... Jimin just closed his eyes, and gave a euphoric smile, which made Jungkook to look at him and ask

"you like the song that much huh?"

"ne, hyung...

whomever you sung this song for is so lucky, you know? How nice it would be to hear someone say

 'even though i always knew that morning would come, i wanted to stay in your sky like a star'"

jungkook just looked at jimin with a hoping eyes who was looking at the video with a wide smile on his face... his mind just screamed

'it's for you, jiminie...'

but just couldn't bring to voice it out...

Jungkook just kept looking at jimin who then said

"This song is just beautiful, hyung.This song has always calmed me down, thanks to you..."

"Calmed you down..?" Jungkook asked in a questioning voice...

"Mhm! You know... Everytime it hurts, and I can't breathe..."

He said pointing at his heart

"I usually listen... To your voice... And just close my eyes... I feel a lot better...

Is that sounding wierd to you?"

"No... Jiminie... Not at all... I'm glad that...I could help... That is the least...I could do you..."

"What... Hyung! Not true... Why do you feel like that?"

"It's true, Jimin-ah...I never did anything for you... You... Managed all by yourself... In fact I have only increased your burden"

Jungkook mumbled the last part, remembering how he kissed younger in the car and left him there broken by himself...

"Not true hyung! You... Never increased my anything... In fact I'm the one who's a burden..."

Jimin says making Jungkook shoot up his head to jimin and repeatedly shook his head saying

"No jimin... You're not..."

"Don't try to convince me, hyung...I know... You guys have to take care of me everytime I fainted, and I never bothered to tell you why I fainted all the time...

Everytime I cried and I never told you guys why, you guys hugged me and comforted me...

You took me in the group and gave me all that I need... You guys helped me achieve the only thing I really wanted in life...

Even when you guys came to know about... My condition... You guys showed nothing but love and care...

But I... Willnt able to return anything back to you guys... Instead...I just literally increased my dependance...

Pathetic right?"

Jimin says as his eyes filled with tears, which he clearly is holding back...

Meanwhile Jungkook there couldn't control his tears and starts crying while he spoke

"No! Not true! You think about everything else there but fail to think how much we all care for you! We all love you jiminie!

We take care of you because we love you! UNDERSTAND THAT!"

Jungkook shouted as jimin flinched real hard, tears flowing through his brown orbs...

Jungkook realised that he'd just shouted at the younger and was repeatedly apologized, trying to hold the younger...

Jimin just flinched and moved away which made Jungkook's heart ache...

"J-Jimin-ssi"

He says with a broken voice as jimin looked at his hyung... His eyes were red and he was breathing heavily...

Jimin's watch started beeping as he held his heart and cried harder...

Jungkook realised that the younger is having a panic attack...

Jungkook just scooted towards the younger and held him tightly... Jimin was struggling to get away from him for a few minutes but he then gave up...

Jungkook rubbed jimin's back, soothing him as much as he could, while he himself was crying silently, letting out all the emotions...

Jungkook found that jimin is now a lot calmer in his arms... As Jungkook was about to say sorry, jimin says weakly, still panting a little,

"I...I'm... sorry...I...shouldn't....have.i...just...got carried away...by my emotions...

E-excuse me... for now..."

Jimin was about to get up as Jungkook pulled him back into his arms...

Jimin was about to say something but Jungkook cupped his cheeks and smashed his lips into jimin's plumpy ones...

Jimin was shocked, and just froze there, while Jungkook was kissing him with fullest dedication...

Jimin eventually kissed back, trying to put all his emotions into the kiss... Jungkook held jimin's waist, supporting the younger...

Both of their lips were salty due all the crying but neither of them minded...

Then eventually pulled out, breathing heavily as Jungkook cupped the youngest's small face saying

"I...I love you jiminie..."