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ep 24 always been yours

"I-i love you jiminie..."

Jimin just looked at his hyung, shocked, not knowing what to say or do... All that he did is to cry, looking at his hyung...

"I mean it, Jimin-ah...I...love you... Say something, please..."

Jimin just wiped his flowing tears and asked

"L-last t-time... When...we kissed... You l-left me in... The car... And... You said that... You mother will'nt show... To date a boy..."

"It changed jiminie! I asked my mother yesterday! I told her that I love you... She accepted jimin... She said I could date you"

"Y-you asked your mother... Said her that you like me..?"

"yes! She told me to take you out, get to know you and then make you mine! She scolded me for doing that to you back then in the car..."

Jimin just looked at Jungkook, to find any sense of humour in him, but he only found utmost sincerity and love in them, with water clouding his eyes due to all the crying...

Jimin stared at Jungkook blankly as his mind was going through all sorts battle with itself...

'Can... Jungkookie hyung bear with me... Even if I open up all about me to him..?

Will jungkookie hyung love me even if he knows that I'm broken and vulnerable..?

Will I... Be a burden to him..?

No! I... Will'nt be...'

Jimin felt suffocating with all these thoughts, his heart starting to ache thinking about all the negative possibilities of them dating...

Jungkook just looked at jimin spacing and shooked him calling his name

"Jimin-ah... Are you okay..?"

Jimin just flinched out of this little trance and then hugged Jungkook tightly saying

"D-dont...ever leave me... Hyungie."

He said as he felt getting light headed, his heart aching badly before he managed to mutter

"I... Feel... Faint...h-hyu-"

Before he completely passed out in arms of Jungkook...

Jungkook just held jimin in his arms and cried loudly hugging the limp body of jimin tightly...he quickly took his phone out and contacted his mother...

His mother picked up after a few rings before she said

"Jungkook-ah...What happened? are you okay?"

"eomma! Jimin-ssi...just fainted...after having a panic attack..."

"what...jungkook i told you to comfort him when he gets panic attacks!"

"I did eomma... he seemed to have calmed down entirely... we even spoke...and he passed out"

"oh...it isn't that serious then, Jungkook-ah! anyways eomma will head over with meds...can you please lay him in his bed for me?"

"sure...eomma...thanks"

soon jungkook's mother came in and gave him the syringe...she then looked at jungkook and said

"don't worry, dear...he will wake up soon..."

"t-thanks eomma"

"no probs dearie...wait here...eomma will make you guys something to eat...he will hopefully wake up before that..."

she said as she exited the room...

Jungkook looked at the passed out figure of the youngest and brushed his hair locks off his forehead... he then placed a soft kiss on his head before sitting down next to him, staring at him, waiting for him to get up...

After 15 minutes or so, jimin stirred and tried to open his eyes, blinked as he was adjusting to the light...

"J-jungkookie-hyung?"

"jimin-ah? how do you feel..? you okay?"

"hmm...i am...

hyungie...I-"

"it's okay jiminie... we can talk later.."

"no...hyungie...i want to talk...please?"

Jungkook just gave the younger a worried look, before nodding a little meaning 'okay'. Jungkook sat down near the younger and looked at his tired brown orbs, while jimin was trying to put up all his emotions into words...

"I-Iam sorry hyungie...On...how i reacted to your confessions..."

"it's okay Jimin-ah...I understand.."

"It's just...hyung...I love to too...ever since I looked into the uninterested eyes when i first met you...you were just...lovable hyung...

I was kinda disappointed in myself that you're not interested in talking to me at first..."

"no Jimin-ah! I usually am not a people person...But once i saw you...looking so cute, bowing to each and every member and said 'hi' I immediately felt a weird thing which I couldnt explain...Later on I realised that the weird this is actually me falling for you..."

he said to Jimin with a smile...Jimin continued speaking

"when you confessed to me...in the car that day...I was so happy hyungie...It's like...I just got into a band...which was my only dream and goal in life...and the person i loved confessed to me...I just felt so happy...especially the kiss...

but then when you told me you can't...it seems like the world stopped, hyungie...I felt miserable...I started to console myself thinking

'i'm not good enough for you and you deserve a lot better than myself..'

But in reality...My love for you never left, hyungie..."

"jimin-ah... there is no one else in this whole wide world that can make me feel good other than you...you deserve me and a lot more, jiminie..."

"I...want to hold you, hyung...I want you to be the one whom I see after i wake up...I want you to shower me with morning kisses and scold me that we have to go work and can't stay in bed all day...

I want to work with you, hyungie...I want to share our works like we usually do...In our little breaks, i want us to be playful as always and laugh together...

I want to eat my lunch with you, hyungie...you know i love it f you cook for me...I want you to hold me in your lap and feed me, hyungie...

As we both complete our exhausting work, I want us to cuddle against each other, hyungie...

You...were...and still remain to be...one of the reasons that I live, hyung..."

jimin said looking into the eyes of his hyung sincerely. Jungkook couldnt contain his tears in as he let them all out...Jungkook pulled jimin into a warm hug, placing his small head on his own chest and said...

"J-Jiminie...I know...we just opened up to each other...and...i didn't even date you but...I can't waste any more of your precious time...

Jimin-ah...can you be my boyfriend? can you become mine and mine only?"

"I have always been yours, hyungie..."

Jimin said as he pulled out from jungkook's embrace and connected his plumpy lips to the sweet alluring ones of the older...