Zurich Pov
I was shocked.
When did I become a bitch? Nigga had me running for the hills
I was confused and turned on at the same time. But he still says he's not gay, ain't no straight nigga doing shit like dat.
When I got home my parents were bugging as usual asking where I was like I give a rats ass
I ignored their complaints and went into my room plopped on my bed.
I fell asleep just to be woken up by a call from De asking if I got home safely. I told him yes and that was that.
~Next day~
Today was saturday so I have to go to work. I work at Dairy queen, it's aight I just hate the people who come in there.
I start to get ready and wait for my mom to call me to come down for breakfast.
20 minutes go by and I get notification from someone on ig username Simms._tai.
Knowing exactly who that is I follow back without hesitation. Let me dm my man real quick🤪
Zurrrriii._ hey papi👅
Simms._tai what do you want nigga
Zurrrriii._ that doesn't sound like a apology to me minster😒
Simms._ tai what do I need to apologize fo?
Zurrrrii._ well let me jog ur memory u said a derogatory term about my sexuality, then preceded to choke me not saying I didn't like ittt butttt🤭 you know.
Simms._tai yeah my fault, i wasn't really myself yesterday.. but i'm sorry I offended you. But i'm not apologizing for you putting in your place🤷🏽♀️
Zurrrriii._ thank you 💜 and I guess I can let that shit slide just this one time. But don't take me for a bitch, I'm still a nigga at the end of the day💯
Simms._tai what are you gonna do wit dem noddle arms😭 u like 5'3
Zurrrriii._ correction I'm 5'5 and height don't matter nigga nobody wanna be a green giant like you🥱
Simms._tai I'm not even that tall you dragging it😭 but anywayssss... you wanna link today?
Zurrrrii._ yeah, i gotta work today but i get off at 3 we can link den.
Simms._tai bet i'll get you @4:30
Zurrrriii._ ok bye papi see you soon👅
Simms._tai 🤦🏾♂️
I made my way downstairs and ate my food then my mom dropped me off at work.
~afterwork~
I get home excited to hang out with tai. I change my clothes and spray some perfume.
He was outside in da car and rolled his window down and smiled at me.
I shyly hopped into the car and the memories cloud my vision. I shook the thoughts out of my head cause who tf I look like?
"So where we going?"
"You'll see" he said with a goofy smile. The car ride was long and my ass was going numb.
We FINALLY pulled up to a fair and a smile was brought to my face as I stared in awe. The kid in me was quaking. I was bouncing in my seat.
"Damn nigga calm down" he chuckled.
I rolled my eyes and jumped right out the car after we parked.
"You really like fairs don't you"?
"Yes ever since I was a kid me and my family would go to one every year until I got older" I reply.
"That's cool"
We went to the ticket booth and got our tickets.
"What you ride you wanna ride first"?
"The ferris wheel" I replied quickly.
"That slow ass ride but okay"
We headed towards the ferris wheel and got on.
Tai was nervous, I don't know why the ride was not that bad.
"Why you so jittery" I questioned.
He nervously laughed , " I'm not nigga .. I'm cool.. mind yours.
OH
SHIT
This nigga afraid of heights.
He ain't as hard as he thinks. I'm about to go on his scary ass
"You scared of heights aren't you"?
"What?! No..no I'm not where you get that idea from.. I ain't no bitch" he stammered.
"Yes you are, it's okay to be afraid tai, that toxic masculinity shit ain't it. Being scared is natural doesn't make you less of a g"
He smiled a little thinking I didn't see that shit but I did.
Aww my baby got a soft spot cuteee🥰
"Thank you" he replied.
"Anytime".
We finally get to the top and it was beautiful. I always liked this part of the ride. It feels like you're on top of the world with no worries.
I look at tai he's steady looking down.
"Just look at me, listen to my voice"
He looked over at me looking into my eyes. It felt like the world stopped at this moment and it was just us.
I couldn't move, I was stuck. He was just so...beautiful.
The softness in his face, when he's relaxed and less frustrated.
I've always lived in the moment and somehow I knew at this moment I wanted to kiss him.
So I leaned in and kissed his lips roughly but oh so softly.
And at that moment I fell not to far but just enough.
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LUST
Roman d'amour"Stop nigga I ain't gay" he states. "You ain't never tried it so how would you know"? "I'm not playing with your ass" "Nah you gotta taste it Daddy" "Fuck outta here I ain't gay" I grab his dick through his sweats and move my hand softly strokin...
