HOPE TO THE CRYSTAL GODDES

HEART BREAK

I was dreaming of my past after the doctor put me to sleep to get my memories back. It was dark and cold I felt like I was sinking in water till I saw a hand grabbed mine and lifted me out of the water. The next thing I knew I was playing tag with my sister we were running around chasing each other. I was happy running around with my sister she was smiling too I was feeling happy once feeling warm till the ritual happened when we turned sixteen, we gotten our marks, it was painful being tied down getting burned. The process lasted for two days and one night straight no breaks or anything. A couple of days later our feathers began to fall off and we grew new types of feathers I grew white and gold feathers. My sister gotten black, and silver feathers her attitude changed from being happy to being cold, dark and distant. The day came when we became goddess my sister killed our parents with her newfound power, she smiled at me while she held our fathers head in her hand "Now they have no power over us Sarka we can leave this place and rule over others like how God's should not being tied down by mortals we are stronger than them we are stronger than what you may think I can teach you." I was only eighteen scared, so I used my power to blast her away she went through the wall. "You made your choice sis I will give you time to make up your mind and come to your senses to be a god. If you refuse, then it would be goodbye." She flew up into the sky and I lost track of her I was scared I could move out of the same spot for hours not knowing when she will be back. I couldn't sleep that night and a few nights after that I left my home, I spent years wondering around hungry cold lonely till I found a village filled with Avail I felt welcome after they helped me, I was grateful, and I helped them. As I helped them my powers began to grow, and I became more powerful as a goddess. One day while I was sitting on my chair on a rainy day, and I was starting to fall asleep till I heard screaming I ran out of my home and was horrified for what I saw then the scene of when my parents were killed began to rush into my head. I began to have a panic attack till I heard my sister's voice. "Hello sister it has been a long time." I looked up and saw her with a black wolf by her side her fists and his knives were covered in blood everyone in the village was killed and every building was burning. My sister put her hand on my cheek, but I slapped it away and flew away I couldn't face her I couldn't think straight I couldn't even see straight. I go to villages in need and help them fr over six hundred years till my sister found all of the villages that I was helping and destroyed them all killing everyone and burning them down. I had enough so I tried to fight her, but her wolf fought me instead I was too weak the wolf was about to kill me till I put some dirt in his eyes and punching his nose. I flew off for a few hours till my feathers fell off. When all of my feathers fell off, I fell into the woods and when I was fading in and out, I saw Preafyx standing there.    

Sarka jumped up from her bed breathing heavily eyes wide open showing fear till she saw Preafyx she claimed down. "What happened to you Preafyx you're all cut up and you have a large burse on your face? " Preafyx smirked and looked at Sarka. "We'll need to talk after I'm all patched up Crystal goddess Sarka nothing to bad." Her eyes gotten wide on how Preafyx knew who she was. Dami walked into the room with a smile on his face. "He Preafyx how are you doing? Sarka you are doing better?" Preafyx looked at Dami with a serious look on his face. "You know Dami from being strangled by a cape till you blacked out." Sarka secretly walked out of the room and closed the door quietly. "Oh, that hah with all that time you strangled me his was light in comparison, but I did get a little aroused so my husband and I will have some fun in the bedroom after finding this out he'll show no mercy to me, and I'll love it." Preafyx gotten up from his seat and grabbed Dami and threw him out of the open window into a water station for horses. "You know Dami you should've not said that at all now I can't get that bad joke out of my head luckily Sarka left so she didn't hear that. Also, when it comes down to dirty jokes it is best to leave it up to me okay. So be a good kitty and stay there while I find Sarka." Dami puts his thumb up while he sat in the water. The doctor didn't want Preafyx to play since Preafyx brought some herbs that he needed to treat some people that was sick in the village. Preafyx after setting off to find Sarka to talk with her kicked over the water station forcing Dami out. 

I walked around the village to look for Sarka it wasn't until I found her next to the river sitting there throwing some rocks into the water. I felt a knot in my stomach to approach her for finding out what she is or if he knows what I am. I powered through and walked to her. "Hey, you don't mind that I sit next to you to talk." I said with a bit of nervousness in my voice. She said, "Sure you can." She pulled her legs towards her chest and buried her face into her arms. "How long?" I looked at her confused then she yelled. "How long did you know that I was a goddess and what were you planning to do to me if I gained back my memories! Answer me Preafyx!" I took a deep breath and was ready to tell her everything. "To be honest when I first found you in the woods, I had no idea who you were or what you are, so I had to help you no matter what. I didn't know that you were a goddess till Wulf, a black wolf that showed up while you were asleep, he said you were a goddess, and he was a servant of the Obsidian goddess. Finally, for what would've happened after you get your memories back, I would do all that I can to help you get to a place where you belong." Sarka gotten up and slapped me. I looked at her with tears in her eyes. "Don't lie to me I know what you are you're a god killer you all are meant to kill all gods for not doing their job you can't just turn a blind eye on this! I can't take this anymore. All of my memories showed me everything that that I wish that I had forgotten. everyone that I helped, and my parents were all killed in front of me all of them are now just six feet under. I'm nothing I've been beaten, battered and useless to everyone I couldn't stop her. I'm not like you! I don't deserve to live anymore just kill me now and bring an end to this all once and for all." I gotten up and held Sarka to my chest and I started to stroke her head feathers. "I would do no such thing to you. You haven't done anything wrong, so I have no reason to kill you. Besides we all me mistakes in our past it's what makes us all what we are." Sarka held me tight "Preafyx how could you have failed at anything at all you did something that I couldn't do." I was hesitant but I hugged her to make her feel better. "It was my duty to fight but instead I ran away I couldn't fight at all I was scared. Also how do you know the Obsidian goddess she really wants to kill you for some reason?" She cleaned up her tears and stepped away from me her hands were shacking till she sat down on a large rock. "She is my twin sister, and I didn't want to join with her to rule all mortals and become a god over all. All villages I went to help she waits and would kill everyone and burn them down I tried to fight her, but her wolf Herald fought me instead. I was about to die but I managed to escape and that is when you found me in the woods. So, what are you going to do now hunt down my sister and kill her and bathe in her blood to be a god?" I looked at her with a serious look on my face. "What in the living lights did the doctor put you on to sleep. I would never bathe in someone's blood to be a god why would you. Wait you're joking are you." She burst out laughing and I joined in as well we both laughed for a good minute to wash away the sad feelings that we both had at that moment. As we sat there on the river side watching fish swim downstream. "So Sarka what are you capable of like what your powers is?" Sarka held out her hand and formed two rainbow crystals they were almost as strong as a Ruby. I held one in my hand, and I bounced one in my hand till I heard some rustling in the bushes and threw one from my hand and hit Dami on the head. He poked his head out of the bush. "Hey Preafyx you dropped something." He threw the crystal at me, and it went past me. "Hey, Dami, why don't you use it since you felt 'Turned on" while you were getting chocked out earlier today. Oh, wait I don't think your husband would be into it." Dami tackled me into the river, and I dragged him in, and we began to fight for a bit while Sarka was laughing as I kept dunking his head into the water till, he grabbed my leg and lifted it and made me drop into the water. We played around till his husband Steven joined in and played as well. Once that we finish Steven looked at both Sarka and I. "Hey Preafyx I heard that your home was burnt down. When I heard the news, I cleared out a room and made a guest room so you can sleep with us till you get a new place built." I accepted and I gotten out of the water and took off my shirt which was socked to dry it out. We made our way to their house to stay for a while. "Hey Sarka starting tomorrow let's do some training till your sister confronts us." She smiled and patted my back and agreed. That night was a bit awful hearing Dami and Steven were moaning and screaming and a few times we heard "Get pregnant for me do it now you fucking hore!" both Sarka and I couldn't sleep that night we were both traumatized by that night. As soon as they went silent, I stood up from the floor and saw Sarka with her right eye twitching and her mouth wide open. I tapped her shoulder and she turned to me "Hey Sarka starting tomorrow let's start training till the day your sister comes back." She agreed and we both stood up to plan out our training.