The Next Day
You went up to the school and saw a bunch of news vans and police cars. The fuck? You just raised an eyebrow and then a cop shoved you making you almost fall but you quickly caught yourself and walked up to the entrance and walked in. You then saw Sid and Tatum. You went up to them. "Hey, what the hell is all this?" You asked them. "You didn't hear? Casey and Steve were murdered last night!" Tatum replied. Sidney just rolled her eyes like she's already have had it with hearing it. Your eyes widened and your heart dropped. "What?! No fucking way!" You said back.
"I heard that they were both gutted and tied up, hung, and-" "alright, Tate, we're fully aware" Sidney shivered in disgust. You just looked down in shock. No fucking way. You couldn't bare to listen to Tatum talk about murder anymore, so you just ditched them both and went into the school. What the fuck, what the fuck, WHAT THE FUCK?! People all around were talking about her and Steve both, it was insane. Please stop, please, God, no. You ran up to your locker and did the combo. As you successfully opened it, Billy startled you when he placed his hand on your back and said a quick "hey."
"Shit-" your eyes widened when you saw him. Last night..."fuck...morning" you laughed a bit before turning back to your locker. He chuckled a bit when he realized he startled you. "Jeez, sorry. You heard what happened?" No, no, please not now. "Yeah..." he nodded and observed your face he found insanely gorgeous and those beautiful eyes that would constantly capture his heart causing him to nearly die from heart failure from not being able to keep up with your beauty. "Listen, um. I wanna talk to you about last night..." he said.
Dude...Sidney doesn't even have any idea about it! Motherfucker. "What about it?" You looked at him. He took a deep breath knowing that these words are about to kill everything immediately but he wanted you to know. "I know that...I'm with Sidney and last night was basically suppose to just be you knowing how "it"...feels..." he said nervously. "I mean, we didn't have sex because I obviously wouldn't do that with you, nor to Sid since you and I are just bestfriends" you said back. Your words caused his heart to break a bit and he just looked at you feeling hurt but chose to hide it.
"Yeah- no, no...I'm aware. But I mean, like...you...sorta felt me...it was on top of the clothes" that's not what I wanted at all though, I wanted to feel you so bad...but I also wanna respect your boundaries because I love you. You just cleared your throat, "I know, I'm sorry, I wasn't trying to rub all up on you like that, sorry about that..." you made a nervous face. "I don't see why you're sorry. You gave in to that and...I really liked it" your eyes widened a bit at his words and you just stared at him.
"Oh...I just- oh...well, I don't know if that should be the case because there are a lot of limits to how we both should've felt and I felt that it was a bit wrong because you're my bestfriend and you have Sidney who is also my bestfriend...I gave in because I did want to try it, but I also wanted to just..." he stared at you waiting for you to finish. You wanted to what?? Love me back? "What? What'd you want to do?" He was really curious. You just looked him in the eyes.
"I can't say..." "why not?" "Remember? Limitation" "my God- can't there just be like, 5 seconds where you aren't thinking about limitations and just telling me the truth?!" "No, Billy! You know damn well!" You shut your locker and was about to walk away until he grabbed your arm aggressively, "please just tell me because you're the one who gave in to nearly fucking me" "I'm sorry?!-" "don't you get it?! Don't you understand me when I said I really liked it?! I wasn't fucking ashamed, Y/n! I was so shameless and I don't get what you're not getting!" He said as his grip tightened around your arm.
Your eyes just widened more. "You...but you agreed with me that it was only friendly and not any romance related. Billy, you fucking agreed to that and you're just gonna straight up fuck with me like that?!-" "woah, woah, woah, that's not where I was headed to! I was meaning that you should maybe be as truthy as I was when saying how I felt about last night, I'm sorry that you took that the wrong way and thought I meant I would give in to the agreement!" He knew that he has lied to you but after last night, he couldn't sleep last night and couldn't stop thinking about you and how he wanted to tell you how much he felt shameless about last night.
You just looked at him feeling a bit betrayed. "You have Sidney..." "I know. I know...but...you know, it's just been brutally beating the shit out of my heart for these 2 years and it feels...so goddamn fatalty, Y/n- I just...I can't. I can't fucking live another second of the day without us being us. This...us...we can be a secret and you know it's possible. For fuck sakes, you even let me touch you the way friends shouldn't! So why are you still choosing to friend zone me without any receipt of the price?!" He said with a slight crack at the end of his voice.
Your eyes began to water a bit. "Because, Billy...I'm scared. I'm scared to even drive down that lane when there are too many stop signs that might end up killing me in a crash if I don't look both ways...even if it's just one fucking stop sign...!" The tears came down my cheeks. "I exist for a reason, Y/n! I can help us become a thing without a single problem! Please...please just...just give into me like you did last night..." he grabbed your hand and held it as he looked at you desperately.
You stared him in the eyes with more tears in your eyes before shaking your head. "I don't wanna and can't think about it...it's gonna hurt worse than a stab and you're gonna have to understand that...that's all I'm able to understand at the moment" you said with those tears before sliding your hand out from his grip and walking away to your 1st period class leaving Billy standing there undefeated.
"God dammit- God dammit!!" He kicked your locker in anger and annoyance before slamming his head onto your locker and taking an upset deep breath.
"I want you so bad, it's not fair..." his voice cracked as he felt really hurt.
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Billy Loomis x Reader |Disturbance|
FanficY/n L/n, a student at Woodsboro High School for 2 years, was in a friend group of 6 and was just an average student. That was until things began to change when a massacre came around killing not one but many people Y/n knew, including her closest. 2...
