Billy Loomis x Reader |Disturbance|

14. His Issue

Time skip to the end of the day

You shoved your stuff back into your backpack and tightened the straps so it would adjust better on your shoulders. "You still coming over tonight?" Tatum asked you. "Uh, yeah...as long as you have my favorite ice cream." You replied. (Ignore if dairy-free)
"(Your favorite ice cream flavor)?" She smirked with an eyebrow raise. "You know it." You chuckled a bit. You both exited the classroom and as you both did, you immediately smelled something that smelled like a roadkill being cooked on a rusty grill even though it's dead and burnt.

Tatum gagged a bit. "What the fuck is that smell?!" She covered her nose with her right hand as her left hand held onto her backpack strap. You couldn't help but to feel a bit lightheaded and you shook your head in disgust as you also covered your nose with your hand. "Oh hell..." you were now mentally begging yourself to already get out of the crowded ass hallway and get away from this smell.

With Billy

"Come on, walk faster, dumb fuck!" Billy scolded Stu. "I can't, the hallway is packed, man!" Stu sighed as he pushed some people out the way. Billy then spotted you and Tatum and he immediately smirked. "Now, you're gonna tell her and Y/n EXACTLY what I fucking said, got it?!" He shoved Stu as he followed behind. "Yes, yes, I know, jeez!" Stu rolled his eyes. "Sup, ladies!" He ran up to you and Tatum both with his usual goofy grin. "Do you men seriously not have shit resistance?! I'm guessing your asses crapped up the bathroom making that nasty fucking shit smell flying around the hallway!" Tatum complained.

Stu looked at her confused before his eyes widened at the smell too and he made the most disgusted face ever. Billy glared at Stu with a smirk and a face saying "I did something" making Stu look at him with a "no way, dude..." face. Billy then immediately kicked his leg signaling for him to say it. Stu yelped in pain before fixing his posture and speaking: "oh, Y/n, by the way, I don't think that tonight is the best night to hangout because my parents aren't on their night shifts."

You and Tatum looked at him, Tatum looked shocked and you looked confused. "You told me your parents have night shifts only on school weeks!" Tatum said. "They called Principal Himbry and he told me??" He lied. "Yeah, okay." Tatum rolled her eyes. "That's fine by me, I'm busy tonight anyway." You lied with a bit of disappointment in your tone. "Want me to ditch Stu and hangout with you instead?" Tatum asked you. Billy's eyes widened and he kicked Stu's leg harder and shook his head rapidly. Stu yelled in pain making you and Tatum look at him like he's crazy.

"AH!- no, no, you said you would hangout with me!" Stu told her. "And you said your parents aren't on their night shift tonight!-" "JUST-...please." he held his breath in fright knowing that his life depended on it if he didn't try harder cuz of Billy. Tatum raised her eyebrows at him before looking at you. "Sorry...maybe later this week?" She patted your back. "Yeah, sure." You sighed. Stu just snatched Tatum by her wrist and took her away making her scoff and slap his back as she was being dragged away by him.

Billy had the most satisfied smirk on his face ever as he watched them go and immediately looked back at you. "Hey." He smiled. You looked at him a bit weirded out by his smile that you found hot and creepy. "Hey??" You laughed a bit. "Um..." he scratched his neck. "Do you wanna hangout tonight?" He asked nervously. "Oh-..." "IF you want to, of course...I should've waited maybe, but...you...wanna?" He asked as his heart was racing like crazy. "I might think about it...I also wanna have a girls night with Sid, I feel like I hangout with you, Tatum, and Stu too much...so I might have to say no..." you said back feeling really bad.

But it was true. You barely hangout with Sidney and she was also one of  your bestfriend. Billy felt his heart drop and he bit his bottom lip feeling hurt and jealousy and anger immediately kicked in. "Y/n, you always want a girls night with Tatum and Sidney, and you always feel the need to hangout with Stu! I find that..." he shrugged, "I don't know, it just sucks. I've known you longer." He said in anger. "My God- I know! And I'm sorry! I'm allowed to have more friends, Billy!" "That's not the case, I just!-...I want us time. Why can't that be a thing?!" He followed you as you began walking away.

"I don't think you remember the last time we hung out, you wanted to literally fuck me!" SO WHAT?! IT'S WHAT I'VE ALWAYS WANTED TO DO! ATLEAST I GOT YOUR CONSENT! "Come on, we already talked about that! We both agreed on that piece of shit rule you call limitations!" You turned to him. "You're right, we did! We swore to never say a thing and to NEVER consider it as anything more!" "And I'm respecting that so much, but you have to understand that you've been my everything for a whole 2 years! You can't expect me to let you slide out from my heart every single damn time you wanna be alone or with other people!" He said as he grabbed your hand and caressed it.

"And I won't ever say those 3 words back because those limitations and everyone else we know are the gates to how we both feel!" You said back. "That's bullshit and you know it!" "It's not! You're just denying it cuz you fucking hate it!-" "SHUT UP, DAMMIT!" He accidentally yelled and pushed you hard making your back hit the locker and you gasped and held your back in pain. His anger immediately went away and he went close to you. "Y/n-..." "fuck you. Y'know? Fuck...you." Tears ran down your cheeks and your heart broke in betrayal.

You walked away and he immediately grabbed your hand. "N-No! Hey, hey, please, I'm sorry-" "get away from me." You yanked your hand away but he grabbed it again.
"Y/n, I'm sorry, please, please...I didn't mean it, that wasn't me..." his voice cracked as his throat tightened scaredly and he held your hand tightly. You shut your eyes as tears were still streaming down your cheeks and you turned to him. "Call yourself whatever, but never...call yourself my bestfriend. Because I don't know him if that's your identity. Fuck, I'm not even your girlfriend. And I never...will be. Not like this...not even in the afterlife. So get that through your heart cuz obviously...your head is too delusional but your heart seems clueless."

His heart immediately stopped at that moment, he wanted to kill himself. That was...not you either. As you took your hand back and walked away, he didn't even pull it back. He wanted your hand on his heart to hold onto him and tell him everything will be okay. He watched as you walked away and all he wanted to do was scream at the top of his lungs and kill everyone, even the ones he didn't know. He wanted you and that was his dream. He felt his eyes tearing up and he gasped his tears back and he began shaking.

He covered his eyes as he couldn't help but feel so damn hurt. He bit his lip as tears were coming down his cheeks rapidly and his hands and body were shaking with fear and sadness cuz he didn't wanna lose you. He then kicked the locker he pushed you against extremely hard causing a dent. He kicked it continuously as he cried so hard. He stopped when he felt weak and tired and he gave it one last kick before slamming his head against the locker and cried. "All I wanted was you...I'm so sorry." He layed his face in his hands as he cried silently.

He then remembered Sidney. He froze and stood there. He then yelled in anger and punched the locker with sadness, jealousy, and anger. SHE RUINED MY FUCKING LIFE!!!!!

He wiped his tears and stormed into the bathroom with his backpack. If nobody else she and I knew existed, it'd be just us two and she'd want only me.