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No control by one direction
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" were here" Liam say then we went out on his car. I heard the loud music outside at their dorm , I wish I won't regret coming here...
When we entered ,the house is too crowded w/ people red cups are everywhere its smells alcohol here . Sam disappeared behind me maybe she's w/ Liam. Great!
I went to the kitchen to find some water. I sat on the couch while drinking my water when someone tap my shoulder.I turn around and I smile when I saw louis
" hey " he greats. I'm surprise when I saw him again in his black jeans and white printed t-shirt.
" I don't know your coming " I said while scratching my elbow.
"Me too" he sigh. " you look ho.. Beautiful tonight" he said while biting his lower lip and I flush.. I shouldn't wear this in the first place ,,its to revealing and uncomfortable.
"Am.. Who's w/ you by the way" he said when I look away because of his behavior.
"I'm w/ Sam.." I said avoiding eye contact to him.
" then where is she? " he ask then he look somewhere..
" maybe he's w/ Liam" I say
"Ohh" he chuckles.
" where's your bandmates ?"
"I don't know, maybe their flirting w/ other girls here." I want to ask about what Sam said to me a few hours ago but I choose to be silent. I shouldn't ask him about his personal life
" do you want some drinks ?" He offer me a cup of vodka but I refuse." Just one cup" I finally take the cup on his hand... The music begins more loudly and the place are so crowded. I don't know if its because of the loud music or the vodka But my Head feel like spinning.
" do you want to go upstairs? You didn't look comfortable here " he said .I don't have a choice I don't know where sam is and my head is aching .
I went upstairs w/ him.we entered his room and I'm surprised when I see its so organized and clean.
"Do you read those books?" I asked him when I saw some of my favorite books on his shelf.
"Yes . Hannah gave that to me " he looks down when he said her name.
"You miss her?" I ask him then he sat beside me on his bed.
" no. Not really after what she said to me..."
I don't really understand who's telling the truth between Sam or Louis.
" I can accept and forgive her attitude but forcing me to leave the band is not my plan" he said .
"Is that the reason why you broke up her?"
"Yeah. She want me to choose between my career or her... If she really love me she will support what I want " I look at him and I gave him my sympathy.
"Don't pity me.." He said .my heart skip a beat when he move closer to my face and I can I almost feel His warmth breath to my cheek . before I could protest his lips move passionately against mine ,my stomach tighten and I feel powerless because of his kiss. instead of pulling away I kiss him back, his lips are warmth and it taste mint. I haven't Kiss a guy this way ...
He kissed my throat aggressively then a moan escape to my mouth.
"You're so beautiful Eleanor" he murmured.
" please don't stop.." I beg him.
My whole body was burning,like flame. I wanted him to continue what he's doing on my body. I was intoxicated w/ his touch, his smells and his kisses
I grasped when he remove my bra and covered my breast w/ his hand. I squirmed with pleasure of his touch and bit my lower lip to prevent myself from moaning out loud. I cried with pleasure when his lips touch the core of my desire. My body quivered wildly as he continued to teases me mercilessly.
He took off his clothes and get something on his wallet then he came back totally naked. I diverted my eyes away from him totally embarrass . he kiss me again and he slowly spread my legs. In one thrust,he entered inside me.
I cried at the sudden burning pain. He frowned then " you're a virgin "
"please don't stop.." I pathetically beg him. "When you feel something or you want me to stop tell me OK" he say and I nod
Then he started to move slowly pushing inside me , so hard and Strong . it really hurts , they say loosing your virginity will hurt you so badly..
We reached our peak and he's totally done. He lay besides me and we're chest are quicken rising. He move closer to me and gently hug me.
"Don't leave me" he whisper . I really don't know what is the meaning of this and why we end up in bed but I just want to be here beside him.
He placed a soft kiss in my forehead then we fell on sleep
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I groaned as I shifted lightly. My head is throbbing and my body is really aching..
My mouth was dry And its hard to swallow .
My chest begin to tight when I remember what happened last night.
What the fucked I have done!!! I mess up w/ Louis!! I slept w/ a guy that I barely know!!
I took a deep breath and try to calm myself, I feel embarrass as I remember what we did last night.. I should have listened to Sam she's right ,he will take advantage to me.. Well I actually agree ...but hell!! I'm just a woman and my mind cant concentrate when he kiss me
I glance to him who's sleeping peacefully beside me. He was laying on his stomach with his arm wrapped around the pillow..
I loose my virginity to this guy...
I nearly groan out loud and quickly put my hand over my mouth when I realized that he's just here besides me....
I quietly as I could I slid out of the bed. I found my clothes on the floor ,I grab them and I quietly get dress.
I wish I bought my phone so I could call Sam to check her but I left it in my dorm room.
I was totally dress. I walk to the door and as slowly as I could, I open the door and left before he wake up.. At least I know the way back to my dorm and Its not far.
I'm relieve because anyone is still sleeping in this time... I rush to leave and I slammed the door close.
The air outside was cool and its too early in the morning.after what happened ,I feel guilty and totally embarrass I am not the type of a girl that can easily drag to bed w/ stranger ,my parents didn't raised me that way . after what happened i really need to stay away from him..
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