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Louis tomlinson.
I groan and slightly open my eyes with irritation.the sun is so bright outside and My back is soaked of sweat and my head is throbbing wildly.
I glance to My clock and its 9:00 in the damn morning. I stand to my feet and some stupid things that I've done last night flashes in my mind.. shit !
"I'm going to be sick" I whisper to myself and rush to the bathroom to vomit. my mouth taste like vomit and my throat burns from expelling some liquor. I reach the towel beside me and wipe the corner of my mouth. I remember myself drinking to much whiskey and beer with Harry before Eleanor came at the party.
Eleanor, why did'nt she even wake me up before she left ? Did she come home safe.? Fuck' . I don't give a damn shit to her and I don't really care about her. why I'm so pissed to her? she didn't do something wrong to me . Fuck! I hate this fucking feeling .I'm being crazy because of that damn crazy fucking things we did last night.
A loud knock on the bathroom door interrupt my thoughts and I quickly stand and flash the remaining Stained on the bowl .
I went to the kitchen to get Some aspirin and I fill the glass of water from the sink to drink , after that I went again to my room and lean my back to the mattress . The headache is not there but her voice when she moans my name last night just keep playing and playing in my head. The way she tugged my hair and the way she move very sexy and very hot and...
"I'm virgin"
I'm her first time?,but the way she move and the way she kissed me seems like she has an experience before me. I don't judge her really, I'm just shocked . Maybe she have some pornographic material on her room in case.
I bit my bottom lip thinking of her while she's spreading her legs further in front of me. Fucking shit!! Why I am fantasizing her, that's not right. I stand again and get some cardigan and black jeans in the closet. I need to get some air, some fresh damn air or I will make myself come by imagining her naked body.
I pull my car to the parking lot. I decided to go to the nearest cafeteria. I went there several times with my friends and the food their is really great. I enter the café and my attention caught by a familiar blonde hair woman, ohh Yes it's Perrie, on the counter with.... what the Fuck! What a great damn Fucking great day.
I was about to turn around when perrie's pale blue eyes held mine. she give me a smile and I swallow my nervous and smile to her. Eleanor turn around and search who's perrie smiling at and her cheek flush when she saw me. Perrie waves her hands to me and I walk towards to them.
This is a very Fucking awkward day!. I need to be calm down and show to her that I don't give a shit what happened last night.
"Hey, can I join you two on the table " I say to them but my eyes just stare on perrie .
"Sure " she softly agree
"No " Eleanor say in a harsh tone.
"Why not? Is there any problem with me? " I asked her with sarcasm and as I expected, she just roll her eyes.
Why is she so pissed at me? Is it about what happened last night between us? Sure it was but Fuck! I didn't forced her or tied her in bed with me.
Perrie and I talks about the band, college life and some shitty things in life while Eleanor ,at corner of my eye just sitting infront of me, eating peacefully.
" how's the party last night? " perrie says and as I begin to answer her question, Eleanor interrupt us by coughing.
"Are you alright? " perrie ask her worried appear on her face. I want to touch her, I mean I want to carress her back until she feels okay but I can't, she will be pissed more to me.
"I better go , I have some important things to do " I say and perrie nods in agreement.
I stand to my feet and walk away from them.
Why I am acting like this shit? Why I am feeling this ? .at this time I'm on my room , thinking my problem about Hannah but here I am , outside of this damn cafeteria watching Eleanor on the small mirror from here like an asshole.
My phone vibrates and I dig my hands on my pocket. Nial's name appears on the screen.
*Hey man . We need to talk its urgent *
I put my phone down and drive back to my dorm.
Eleanor calder.
Perrie promised to me that she wouldn't tell to anyone after I did some terrible things with Louis. For others it's not a big deal but for me in my age, it Is .
Why is he acting like nothing's happened between us? And why can't I act like him?. I need to stop thinking this thing .I need to forget this or it will effect my studies.
Tomorrow is a new day and I need to focus on everything .
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Sam keeps snoring all the entire night so I woke up early this morning
The air was fresh outside . I'm too early for my first class so I decided to stop infront of the coffee shop just near to UWE . I ordered some black coffee to keep my eyes open in the entire class.
I nearly jumped in nervous when someone tap my shoulder and when I turn around I saw Nial on his printed white shirt and black jeans that makes him more attractive. He has a taste when it comes to his outfit.
"Hey" He says. His blonde hair is a little messy this time.
"hey" I say then sip to my black coffee. He runs his hand to his hair then sigh .
"How was it moving here? " he asked. It's been two weeks and a half since I move here " it's good really but I'm still adjusting , you know " I say and he gives me his cutest smile .
"Tomorrow is my birthday" he says then turn his face down to hide his flush.
"Ohh, advance happy birthday " I say to him then sip again to my coffee.
"I'm working on a pastry shop only partime job.I'll make some new cakes tomorrow ,so.. ahmm. I'm hoping you can come tomorrow their if you have time "
"You we ant to celebrate your birthday while working ?" I can't help but ask him . It's his birthday tomorrow and he is planning to work then .
"Nah, it's not like that . Zayn and some of my friends are planning to have some party for me tomorrow at night but I don't want to go their anyway "
I ignore his expression when he said the last sentence "Sure, I will come. What is the name of the shop by the way?" I ask him. His eyes wide in surprise and his smiles grows. "It's rhyle's and Bailey's. It's few blocks from here. " He says.
After a few conversation we stand to our feet and walk away to the coffee shop for our next class.
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( hi readers!! Sorry if I didn't update in a very long week but from now on I'll promise you that I will update a very long chapter lol ... )
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