Found My Home (Bts×Reader)

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Taehyung pov:

As Sunday morning come up I wake up before anyone did because I'm really excited to spread time with our little soulmate

I make to much noise for getting ready Because of that jiminiie also wake up and he is just excited as me

"We are leaving" Kookie shout and hyung is also seem excited to spend time with her "come back quickly" Jin hyung yell and after saying quick ok we leave for pick her up from her drom

When we reach there the smile is not leaving my face I jump out of car first and ring the door when she open the door I'm like aww

Why look so cute and her smile is to beautiful but when she look behind me she look little nervous or maybe overwhelmed

Because hyung don't tell her that we 3 are coming but her smile is telling that she is just little shy around us

Because she is army after all

We leave from there with her and sit in car kookie is driving car

It tack us 10-15 min to reach at home but thos 15 min make my heart go crazy because our little soulmate is setting beside me

When we enter inside it don't take when yoongi hyung crash her with hug and that was really adorable

She is all red because of sudden change but i can understand kookie was also like her when he first know because it can be overwhelmed sometimes

We all sit and start watching movie with snakes

End of pov:

Your pov:

When we arrived my feelings get more overwhelmed and I know for me this is not good

They give me hug and welcome me inside but the fear of leaft out is start to increase inside me

I try to be a normal but having all of them at same place isn't working plus they are the idol I love most is making me more overwarm

I'm aware about my self little

all of them are happily talking and watching movies taehyung is sitting beside me but I'm sitting at corner so i can't make there mood gloomy

Nothing helps I don't know when I start to rub my soul marks but I stop when taehyung hold my hand

That might give me butterflies if I'm not like that now I hate it I just hate myself to feel to much

I continue to watch other talking and laughing it is like I'm not here at all and I hate to think that they all are perfect without me

I already know this might be happened

I thought I was prepared enough to not feel lonely again but I was to wrong

My mind has thousands of thought at a time and having ADHD is not even help me (ADHD is one of personality in which your mind will never stop thinking and having to much difficulty at finding things forgot things to easly there are to many of that for you to have it I write this because I know that type of things don't think you have ADHD just because of what I said you always can meet some experts for that all things and if you want to know more about ADHD you can google it)

I don't want to cry this is like first time I hear them at midnight to much voice to know what they are saying

At some point it start to get worst I don't even know when voices just stop and it is just loud voice of tv I look at all of them but they all are still talking