Found My Home (Bts×Reader)

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Your pov :

When I wakeup I show the time first it's almost night I just sit there thinking what happened early

I feel guilty for running there date and free time how can i be like that i don't have that type of Breakdown in while

I was in my one thought when someone hold my hand I don't even know when all of them enter

I blink and try to clear my vision taehyung is sitting beside me while slowly rubbing my hand

I feel sick to much sick in my own skin anxiety is worst with me when I try to talk but can't I am sick with myself sometimes for looking like this but i can't do anything

I look around and show everyone looking at me with worry experience when jungkook speak little loud out of blue that make me little flitch

"Riya are you ok!" I blink at him trying to process his words he is talking to me!?

I nod because I don't have courage to speak but i try to speak something but namjoon speak first

"Do you want to eat? you don't even eat at all in whole day eat something first"
"I don't feel like eating now" I speak slowly but he heard and nod but jin talk bowl of soup and try to feed me but i shak my head as no

"Riya open you mouth now" He speak coldly and that make me feel like crying so i just do as he say I know he is doing this for my good but i don't feel what to feel

After finishing soup he got and go outside of room but one thing taehyung never left my hand

When jin come back and sit I said "I'm sorry" and look down there is silent which always kill me from inside

"I'm really sorry i make you all worries and ruined your last free day like that i don't want to do that i know I'm not really good soulmate b- bu-but I'm really sorry i-" My voice crack little but before I say something hobie say

"Look at me Riya" He say little louder and that make me feel more small and I don't dare to look at him "I SAID LOOK AT ME RIYA" He shout and that make me flitch again

When I look at him his experience is cold and that make scared I get little back on bad but he come close and hold my face softly I show his experience change quietly when yoongi glare at him

I want hug but I can't ask for it I hate when someone even touch me but I try to stay clam with there touch because they are my soulmate I feel home but now I'm not understanding anything

Hobie look at my eyes and I look at him but I feel different like he hate me but but he don't right! I'm just seeing things

"You are not burden angel you are our sunshine you don't need to say sorry your health come first for us and you don't need to hold your emotions" He said softly and joint his head with mine I feel strange I close my eyes tack a deep breath for control to not take my emotions overcome

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Jimin pov :

She look so soft like if someone scold her she will cry but when hobie hyung yell at her make us all surprises he never do that

But he got soft look at her because she get scared of him wich make him piss I know hyung he don't like when the person he love make him feel sad Or scared of him

She isn't well now we know that but her saying sorry and all make me feel like stranger

Tae is holding her hand and rubbing it slowly to clam her but her right hand is tightly lock her nail is digging inside her palm like it will bleed any second

I go near her while all are standing silently and think just like me I tap at hobie hyung solder and gesture him to let me talk to her he stand up and I sit beside her she open her eyes and look at me

Her eyes are screaming to many things but I can't understand non of us can understand she is small but her eyes told to many stories

I hold her right hand try to make her hand relex little with soft kiss on palm and little rub and that work she just look at me with question look but I can see nail mark on her palm

I look at Namjoon hyung and he nod and go outside to tack some cream for her hand

When Namjoon hyung come back he come back with doctor she is famous here for soulmate

We talk this about in mind link

"Can you all please go out" Doctor say as all of us are going out but riya don't leave my hand and taehyung hand

Other notice this but we have to go as doctor say ...

Ones doctor come out side yoongi hyung ask "how is she"

"She is alright but I need to know did you all stay with her before" Doctor ask and we all say no

"She is overwhelm by her feelings but the there is something you all really need to tack care of"

I listen careful all of doctor say "what it is" Jin say and doctor sigh

"She is sensitive because of that having 7 soulmate can effect her health I'm not sure but the effect I show now is sleeping in little space I will suggest you to tack care of her because this can be her first little space I talk to her and she doesn't have any little space symptoms in her early age so this can be difficult for her"

"But doctor how can it happen now? " Hobie hyung ask but I was in my thoughts I know about this thing little she will be our baby I smile to myself and listen to doctor

"This one is rare just like having more soulmate cause more difficulty there is something different in all soulmate when the whole group is together for more than 3 years but any one soulmate is missing then whenever they found last one that last one feel little distance even when there is nothing like that" "This happen some of case and last one of group soulmate grow distance with there soulmate when they don't even know but sometimes when last soulmate want space but they can't have it in reality they want to feel love but because of they are last in group to find soulmate they make space between them and soulmate but if soulmate bond is strong and want there last soulmate happy then last soulmate start to feel overwhelmed by love and want to express their feelings and talk but they can't so there mark start to burn little and there mind and heart tack them to little space where they can talk and feel love more"

When doctor stop talking everyone is little shock because know what happened just some hours ago she want to express her self but she can't

"Doctor is she in her little space now! " Jin ask and doctor said "no" "Why" That what come out of my mouth accidentally

"She isn't ready for love she isn't ready to tack her emotions to control now it's on all of you how you tack care of her she is mature one she isn't going to in little space easily this is just some symbol that she can sleep in little space but not to fast "

"We will take care of her doctor I will see you of" Joon hyung said and go from there

Leaving all of us in our thoughts I go inside room and make her sleep on my lap she was shock but don't say anything

I start to humming a song and she play with her earrings little and close her eyes

It don't tack her more time to go to her Dreamland soon

I go outside where everyone is sitting and talking softly with each other while cuddling

I joined them and we talk about what happened and what are we going to do In future to....

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1425 words 👽
This is fiction story not real
Not good chapter but it's ok 🤧