Found My Home (Bts×Reader)

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Your pov :

There is not just one but all of them I don't mind but why they are looking at me like that
I get little backward to let them in and look at Namjoon and shit we don't even change

I'm still wearing his hoodie my eyes got widen when I realized what they are thinking damn it how can I forgot that

There is tens they want sometime alone with Namjoon I can see disappointment!

Wait wait what is happening my mind is telling me go away but I don't want to

I stand were Namjoon is sitting and tug his sleeve "I'm going to my room if you all leave just lock the door" He look corner but just smile and node at me

Before I can go he hold my hand and stand up "good night doll" He said and pat my head I'm feeling to much emotion so I bite my lips and node

I get inside my room and lock the door but I hate one thing that I can read eyes easily sometime

I hate this I hate that I can still heard there voice talking about me and that's is repeating inside my mind

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At the living room everyone is now glaring at Namjoon "what is that hyung we decided to know her first before we can except her as soulmate" Jungkook yell at him and Namjoon don't understand what is happening

"How can you do it hyung is she that much good at pleasuring? " This time is taehyung said little hurt by his Hyung

That's it now Namjoon understand why they all look furious when they enter she is wearing Namjoon hoodie and he is wearing the top she wearing but that not happens when two person has sex right just girl wear boy clothe to make them feel warm

"Are you out of your mind wtf you are saying" Namjoon don't get it even if they did than why are they angry

"Joonie did you and her! " Jin ask him clam being oldest is not easy he has to handle his all soulmate

"Hyung are you even serious" Namjoon said and don't want to fight "why she is wearing your hoodie joon?" This time hobie is the one who ask

"Boys can you let him explain first" Yoongi said don't want anything that will they regret later

"First let's go back I will talk at home" Namjoon say because he don't want to loose his clam he know when maknae speak something it can be hurtful sometimes to other

"Why hyung talk here we are listening" Jungkook say he always want to have there last soulmate to be good but the thought of his hyung want to protect her instant of telling him truth that he has sex is killing him

Jungkook don't have any problem if he has sex with her but the way this conversation is turning is something non of them like

"I thought she is different but she just had - " Before yoongi complete his sentence which he is speak in slow voice so you I speak from behind "did all of you think we had sex! "

The things is pretty obvious for them to notice Namjoon hoodie but they don't see Namjoon is wearing different clothes

Your pov :

I know I don't have to go there but before my mind control over me i need to go outside the voices isn't stopping

This isn't good i try to stop voice but yelling from outside is get more I hate this

I can't let them think like that I don't care if they want me Or not but I don't want perfect family to be brok just because of me

I decided to go outside and return Namjoon hoodie and I will stay outside for tonight so they can talk but when I go what yoongi say is break me that's the last thing I want to know

I hate it when I spoke my thought loud because of my stupid habit to talk to myself sometimes "did all of you think we had sex! "
I just speak my thought loud again

Why do I do that now everyone is look at me good job riya

I mess up really bad I know that "little one this is not like what you thought" Yoongi said try to hold my hand before I can say my mind react fast and go little back word so he can't hold me

I can see confusion and little hurt in his eyes but my mind thoughts is working more fast than I can describe

I want to go out side before I say something that I don't want

I give hoodie back to Namjoon and reday to go outside

But before I can go someone hold my wrist
"Were are you going ! " Jimin ask he is holding my hand he spoke for first time since he come

"Outside" I tell but he is holding wrist tightly
And that already hurt because of early accident damn it I'm not going to cry I can't

Namjoon is standing next to me ready to block my way "you aren't going anywhere" Namjoon say and look at other

"We was in big Chaos that's why we have to change hoodie does this explain why she was wearing my hoodie" Namjoon say and look at other

"And kookie you need to respect you can't be yell all the time" Namjoon hold my hand and try to make it clam but it help me! no it don't

I free myself from both hold and go outside they can't stop me from having fresh air I don't stop I just run outside that make my mind clam

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Jimin pov :

This isn't what I thought going to happen everyone is tired because of shoot and other things and that things target most of anger for this

I know jungkook is to much protective over soulmate thing and that creat chaos sometime but thing always handle after some min but today is different

"did all of you think we had sex! " Her one sentence is make everyone silent when she is try to go I hold her and Namjoon Hyung block her way

She don't have that smile which we all decided to protect is she going to cry!

She can't leave it's night time and we are at her drom if someone leave then it's us not her

When Namjoon explains everyone look little guilt for assuming things when that can be difficult for her when Namjoon hold her other hand she don't spoke anything

I'm just looking at her she try to free her self but my hold is tight but she free her hand easily I'm look at her like what the hell how she did that but she don't look at me Or anyone and just run outside

I look at everyone but they have same expression shock

"This isn't good boys she go outside rarely and when ever she go she forgot her way back" Namjoon said almost panick

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