ᴊɪɴᴋᴏᴏᴋ sʜᴏʀᴛ sᴛᴏʀɪᴇs

13. ᴅᴇsᴘᴀɪʀ - ɪɪɪ

"oh it's nothing.. "

" i hope it's not. "

Seokjin got into car and could feel his mother glances.
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Seokjin didn't expected tjem to go back there words and promises. Here he was sitting in the living room. And suddenly he heard laughing from the drawing room. He looked up and there was namjoon smiling like a mad man and his mother and aynts congratulating him.
His aunt came and kissed his forehead making him confuse.

"congratulations.. Jin. You both will look good together "

Seokjin breath got stuck he looked at his mother betrayed.. They promised him then why???

His tears were threatening to fall but he held it. He felt like he is having attack. He couldn't breathe. He looked down not to break up.

"seokjin you okay? "

Seokjin nodded not trusting his voice. Wjat about his hyung? Foes he know too? Was he in this too?

He did speak for the while next day to anyone. He felt betrayed.

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He didn't want to ask.. If someone already ditched and betrayed you there is no point of asking.

He just wanted to go home. To his bed. His room he couldn't even distract himself.

He knows his life problems are just starting..
Soon he saw sweets being distributed to neighbors and family to friends all were congratulating him. But did anyone ask him? Is he happy? Does he want this too?

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"seokjin? Hey"

seokjin didn't want to hear anything from his hyung. He sighed and passed the cellphone to his mother..

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Yoongi was silent at this after knowing. He knows his friend is trying to act happy and hiding his pain so he let his act easy and never mentioned his fiance.

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it was just a matter of month namjoon started to control seokjin's every action. Would ask for a selfie daily no matter what. Would demand for him to change his style to make it more special than yesterday.,

Ask for his every social account details, usernames.. That seokjin had to give. He made seokjin trapped with his manipulative words. And made him put 'taken' or ' not available' in the description that he kept checking.
Seokjin didn't know what to do. He felt helpless and suffocating.

He started to demand seokjin to work while he was studying. He started to send him links to apply that at start seokjin thought he is thinking for him

But every time when tried to talk about their relationship or his comfort zone. It will end up in the financial situation and seokjin had to work in the future.

Things started to change. The funny, observing to care namjoon started to show his other side that made seokjin so disappointing and hopeless.

Namjoon started to act like he owned seokjin. He started to ask seokjin to demand and ask jimin to get him visa and take seokjin abroad. After that he will take namjoon there.
And when seokjin told him that he can easily go namjoon snapped saying he wants seokjin to go and earn for them.

Seokjin always tried to make him understand that he doesn't want to leave his country.
Seokjin didn't have any option then to tell his sister and mother who tried to make him silent saying they will talk.

But seokjin didn't saw them talking with anyone about it. So seokjin told yoongi about it. Who talked very nicely rather than snapping at him too.

He encouraged seokjin to talk to his hyung. At first seokjin hesitated and was afraid but at last he sent his brother a voice note.
Who send him a very nice and warm reply making seokjin start to cry.

But it went to the downhill. He starred to blamed seokjin to talk with namjoon from the start.

And all the blame and mistake was seokjin's. This matter got so huge a topic of the gosips. Seokjin felt so dirty that everyone was asking like how it happened.. Like seokjin was caught doing some illegal work.

He just said and consulted with his family that namjoon actions are like he just want seokjin to work while he lay on bed and command him
So he had no options then to share the screenshots of the chats. But instead of the problems to lessen it started to increase.
Seokjin started to blame himself when his mother cried in fear he would loose the relation with her dear brother.

Seokjin couldn't understand what to do. And how to.

He lost all his hopes in every relations he had. He let everything on time and vowed to bot anyone make his life any more miserable. He won't let anyone.

But can he?

Will he able to speak up for himself?

Will he able to get through this despair?

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THE END

Kiaara pov:

speaking up about this was very hard. It's only me who knows how i wrote all of this. Having break down but i have to. I blame myself for letting this all happen. But wasn't it my family's responsibility to ask for my approval.
I don't know what life has up for me. But i also don't know if i would be able to go through it. So much have yet to comem so much have yet to hurt and break me. I am trying to hold myself. But yeah life is hard for many.

I'll delete this one shot soon because after taking it out i don't think i want to see or remember that person or the hurt.