straykids x reader

Forget pt 3

seungmin x reader

hyunjin x reader

angst

-later that week-

'it's annoying.' seungmin thought, for the second time.

he clicks his tongue for what seems to be the twentieth time for the past thirty minutes; causing felix to look at him in concern. usually seungmin would be quiet and compliant, but today seems rather different. his tongue keeps clicking, foot irritatedly tapping against the ground, eyes darting to the wall on the left side of the room, much rather, to where you and hyunjin are sitting at.

the whole room is quiet, even with his constant shifting, but to him it sounds like something keeps moving. anyone who looked at where you sitting at in this room would think nothing of it, but if they really looked closely at your footing— like he is— they would see; you and hyunjin passing looks. it's pissing him off and he so badly wants to tell you two to stop it, but he can't. how could he? after ghosting you, would he really just do that to you? no, he isn't that kind of person.

so he bears with it. watching you bite down a smile makes him pissed. it irritates him, watching you act like that. how come he has never seen you act like that before? or seen you smile like that before? how can hyunjin pick that out of you? how can hyunjin do that? what does hyunjin do to make you act like that? what does hyunjin have that he doesn't?

he sounds pitiful in his own head, so he stops his own thoughts, continuing to read his book. yet his mind can't seem to brush you off in his thoughts. how can you smile like that? why does seeing you that happy make him go fuzzy? why does seeing you like that make his heart palpitate? what does seeing you bite down a smile like that make butterflies erupt his stomach. yet the reason behind your smile pisses him off, extremely. seeing that hyunjin is the reason to that smile makes him mad. why can't he be the reason to your smiles and happiness?

why is that all of a sudden he wants to rip you and hyunjin away from each other?

'this is insane.' seungmin thought for the last time.

his mind is in a disarray when he sees you and hyunjin lock hands . he doesn't know what has gone into him, when suddenly he excuses himself, taps your shoulder and brings you away, with or without your word. he doesn't know why, but he's fuming. still pulling you around until you two reach the corner of the empty hallway where he for sure knows nobody would dare to occupy.

he opens his mouth to speak, but you get ahead of him. pulling your hand off of his grasp and glare at his eyes. "what the fuck is your problem?" you speak, holding your wrist where there's a bit of redness and pain.

"what's my problem?" he repeats, scoffing at you. your face churns, and it's not a pretty one. confusion and an all over look that says 'what the actual fuck' portrayed on your face. "i should be the one asking you that! how are you and hyunjin always so handsy!" he practically yells, hands all over the place.

"why is it any of your concern?! we're dating, of course we'd be like that!." you answer him, putting your hand back to your side and sighing. "there, happy? now move along i have places to be."

you haven't even walked a foot away, and he's grabbing your by your shoulder and pinning you to the same wall you stood at a second ago. your back comes into contact with the concrete making you groan a bit.

"you're not going anywhere. we're not done here." he says, making sure you're caged in his arms. his eyes glaring into yours, but you don't cower down at his glare, instead, you do the same; returning the same amount of intensity he's giving off with his glare.

"what the hell do you want kim seungmin."

"what do i want?" he smirks, clicking his tongue as he looks you up and down. there's a shiver that goes down your spine when he does that, not sure what he's trying to do with his words. "i want to know how you and that jerk hyunjin together, without me knowing."

you roll your eyes at him, shoving off his chest and huffing. "maybe if you weren't so occupied, you would've noticed. but unfortunately for you, you were so busy to even notice how me and that "jerk" hyunjin, got closer." his childish behavior, doesn't wear away.

"you could maybe just have come near me and talked to me about it rather than being ignorant"

"you're calling me, ignorant?" appalled, you scoff and place your finger on his sturdy chest. "you went m.i.a on me because you were too busy for your girlfriend who had to stand by you. you, went rogue on me because you were, once again, too busy and you were the one who turned a blind eye on me." every word pierces him like an arrow straight to his heart. he doesn't know why, but seeing you so angry and pissed off at him makes him afraid and sad. he fears that this might actually be the last straw and that there's no way of fixing it; which he clearly is terrified of.

"i'm done seungmin. seriously. you've always been so fucking selfish, and now you're jealous because i'm with hyunjin. and that now you can't have me by your side." lowering your finger, you put it back to your side and stare at him up and down. it breaks your heart how he, the person you used to trust, suddenly blame you for everything you desperately tried to fix. things that you wanted to recover and he ignored them. it's annoying and saddening. you maybe wanted to mend your relationship and bring it back at least to still be friends, but seeing him like this makes you doubt, makes you feel like it wouldn't be worth it.

"(y/n) wai—"

"god, here you are."

hyunjin appears at the scene, quickly nearing you and placing his arms on your shoulders. you land your head against the crook of his neck and crumble lightly at him. hyunjin's eyes visibly soften, his arms wrapping around you, comfort and passion all over his face. as seungmin watches you two in front of him, and his heart suddenly cracks. watching hyunjin hold you like that makes him angry and sad at the same time. he wants to hold you like that too, he wants to comfort you like that as well. unknowingly, without his conscious mind knowing, his arm reaches out on its own to touch you. however, before he can even as so much lay a single finger on you, hyunjin is pulling you away with a side eye.

"don't touch them."

with that,hyunjin had left with you in his arms, cradling you with so much comfort. something in seungmin's heart once again, cracks. the sight of you in tears and being away from him breaks him. his arms all of a sudden long to touch you and wipe the cascading tears off of your pretty face, wanting to whisper sweet nothings in to your ears.

all of a sudden, he just pictures and wishes you would be the person to be giving him all this love and attention.