The Dark Side of Kanan (star wars rebels fan fiction) mini story

What Kanan calls fun

I run into the snow and scoop up some in my hands and throw it at Kanan. He doesn't see this coming so it hit him right in the face and he dropped his cup of coffee in surprise. I run away laughing but end up falling and hitting the ground hard. I hear Kanan laughing behind me and I smile. I start to lift myself out of the snow some melting away in my mouth. I feel a hand on my shoulder as I struggle to get out of snow. I look up and see Kanan and his face red as he tries to hold in laughter. I rub my head causing the snow to fall out of my hair.

"Hoth Kanan you brought me to Hoth one of the most snowiest places in the Galaxy." I say softly smiling brightly.

" I thought you'd like the snow." he says and I laugh.

"Yeah till we got trapped on the planet." I think to myself but don't say it aloud.

" you could have just taking me back to Stigian Prime." I say and laugh. It was ment to be a joke because of what happened last time.

" I don't know about you but I think I want to stay away from that place our last encounter there was not very fun." he says and I nod my head. That's the first place we met the Inquisitor. things could have gone a whole different way when we were there. I was already train a little in the way of the force but Ezra wasn't. That made him vulnerable to the dark side and the light if Ezra had chosen the dark side we would be history. Thank the light side of the force he didn't.

I smile up at Kanan and shove him on to his back into the snow. I jump and run as he starts to laugh. "So that's how you want to play." He says laughing as I run around the Fader and climb the side. As Kanan circles the Fader I use the force to bring some snow to me. I use the force to make it all compact into one large snowball and wait for him to walk into the right spot. When he does I smile and force shove the snowball of off the Fader. I laugh as I look over the edge at the snow covered Kanan. His head is turned to the side his arms and legs sprawled out his face empty of emotion and his musicals relaxed as if not even used.

I stop laughing quickly noticing that he doesn't move at all. "Kanan come on get up." I order him rolling my eyes. His force signature is lighter than usual which scares me. "Kanan get up this isn't funny at all." I say getting annoyed. I look at him but he still doesn't get up.

His force signature flickers and it's gone. "Kanan!" I cry out in fear. He still doesn't move. I slide down the side of the ship and drop down next to him. I turn him over and snow is thrown into my face. Kanan sits up laughing as I glare at him. I shove him away from me no longer playing.

"I thought you were DEAD!" I scream the last word at him. He gets up as tears start to roll down my cheeks burning them because there frozen from the cold.

"Lyra I'm fine okay. I was just playing. Calm down its okay." He informs me as I breath heavily and shake my head. His hand lands on my shoulder and I shove him away. He doesn't yell at me, which is what I half expect to happen, he just stands there waiting for me to calm myself.

"Lyra I'm sorry I scared you." He clarifies, through our force link, trying to get me to talk to him and except his apology.

"Get out of my head Kanan." I reply sharply into our connection. I feel him pull back at how sharpe my words are.

"Lyra I'm sorry." He tells me. "Am I forgiven?" He asks me. I sigh and turn around to look at him. He looks at me closely and pulls me into a hug.

When he pulls out he leads me into the Fader to warm up and get something to eat. We sit down and he coaxes me back into speaking to him.

"Lyra am I forgiven?" He asks me as I stare into my bowel of chicken noodle soup. I don't look up I don't speak.

"Lyra?" He calls to me.

"Just... Just don't do something like that again for a second I actually thought that I...." I can't finish my sentience but he gets the idea.

"I promise I won't." He says looking at me. I look at him through my bangs not wanting to look up.

After that we talk while we eat in the end we play a game of Cards and talk again. After a while Kanan says it time for bed and I look at him with fearful eyes.

"What's wrong?" He asks me and I clear me face of all emotion.

"Nothing just tired let's go." I say softly but he doesn't believe me but he doesn't push it either but through our force link I can hear the questions he asks himself and I feel his uneasiness coming off of his force signature. We get into bed. He tucks me in and lays down himself as I drift off.

"I'm fine Kanan I just don't like to dream that's when I feel alone the most." I tell him through our force link but it's a lie just to help ease his mind.

"Thank you for telling me Lyra now go to sleep we can talk tomorrow." He says and I nod my head then remember he can't see me.

"Okay... Okay goodnight Kanan." I say before I slip into the blackness of a dream sure to be a nightmare.