𝐀𝐃𝐃𝐈𝐂𝐓𝐈𝐕𝐄 | 𝐃.𝐄

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"And this the guest room you'll be staying here". This house was really big but I didnt get why we were here.

I got my own room mini fridge plus MY DRUGS, I just remembered I left that shit out of my stash, My leg shakes out of anxiousness. I needed to get home soon my mom was gonna be back from work in a hour and I couldn't get into trouble with drugs again.

She thought I was clean .

"See this is perfect, we needed to get away man"

"You sure this just your dog?" Santana says making me snap out my thoughts, "Yea why you ask ?" Angelo responded confused as he examined the room.

"I don't know man I wouldnt bring my dog over here just because unless it's more going on" Santana explained.

"That's you nigga" He laughed making me suck my teeth.

"How you feel about the place?" Santana nods at me catching my attention, "It's nice but I don't know what we doing here for real" I say honestly.

I thought D'Angelo had his own place , so why is his homie giving us a tour guide? "Oh ? Angelo didn't tell you? He gone be staying here now.. politic shit you know" Santana says gazing into my eyes, I nod before looking down.

So much tension going on, I damn near forgot D'Angelo was next to me. "But nah man I appreciate it bro, I needed this parents been tripping since I ain't go to college"

"No problem , you know you my man"

At this point I just needed to go home, my phone dings catching attention as Dave and Angelo continued to converse.

Mom
when you get home all your shit will be outside, I found your stash you're done Amerie I've lost hope for you , you're nothing but trouble and I won't allow your sister to go along this route either.

My heart dropped, it was always something. My eyes start to burn and I begin to dissociate, I wasn't supposed to get caught let alone kicked out.

I mean fuck it, we already had issues anyway. She was always gonna be disappointed in me at the end of the day, I'm just me and until she sees that it's her fault I became a "druggie" she'll never understand.

Being ignored , neglected, judged and hanging around with the wrong crowd led me here. Yes I can admit I let peer pressure influence me but the hatred I felt from my own mother really started it.

I just wanted to feel numb and I was done draining and forcing myself to be the perfect daughter but it was never enough, I was always a disappointment before the drugs and it's sad how one man changed how she viewed and treated me.

"You good?" D'Angelo taps me making me fake a smile, "I'm good can we go though, I gotta grab stuff from the crib like now" I looked down playing with my fingers.

I can see him reading my face and body language, his face softened. "Yea ma, I got you" He replied grabbing my hand making the anxiety I felt go away somewhat, even though this man knew how to piss me off and get on my nerves he never asked no questions he always was there and I loved that.

"Y'all gotta head out?" Santana asked looking at me as if he was in a trance, I caught myself staring back before looking down in embarrassment.

"Yea man, I gotta get some from her crib, I'm pretty sure we'll be back thanks again"

They did dapped each other up pulling each other into a man hug before he showed us our way out.

The whole car ride home I found myself trying so hard not to shit on myself, I just wanted to get my shit and get back in the car. I didn't wanna deal with her shit talking or her judging.

Finally we arrived back to my house making me I hop out the car seeing my belonging stuffed into trash bags.

My blood begins to boil as I see my pills all over the ground. Why the fuck did she do that? "Oh and don't forget this to" My mother walks out the house approaching me tossing the bags of weed to me.

I suck my teeth due to me almost dropping it almost making it spill everywhere, I see D'Angelo get out the car grabbing my bags and putting them in the trunk.

"And who the fuck is that? You think you really grown huh let's see who's gonna continue to have a drug addict for a girlfriend and support your shitty habits" she says folding her arms , ignoring her I put my weed in the glove department, as D'Angelo put the last of my stuff into his car.

"Don't ignore me!" She yells making me groan, thank God everything was in the car and ready to go I could care less about the pills since I knew I could just steal some from D'Angelo like I always did.

I glare at her before getting into the car and driving away. Honestly that didn't go as bad, I held my composure and didn't give her the reaction she wanted.

All she did was throw my addiction in my face but she never really cared until it was too late.

Now I have to stay with my boyfriend and a guy I barley know.
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The sound of birds chirping awaken me, I stretch my arms open wiping my eyes examining the expansive room I laid in as the sun shines through the windows.

I could get used to waking up in a mansion, I look over to my side to see D'Angelo not there.

Deeply sighing I get up making my way to the bathroom. Looking in the mirror my eyes were swollen from the crying I did in my sleep. I grabbed my toothbrush and toothpaste and got to brushing.

My mom really thought she was doing something by kicking me out that house not knowing I was gonna be sitting in something better.

Once I was done with my morning routine plus a fifteen minute shower , I slipped on some shorts and a tank top along with my slides that complimented my painted toes.

I make my way downstairs slowly, hearing a voice as I get closer. I walked into the kitchen seeing Santana as it looked like he was on the phone scrolling, ignoring his presence I go to the living getting comfortable in there.

I look over my shoulder from the couch seeing him glance at me from the island he stood behind.

"Wassup" he says keeping the eye contact, "Oh hey, where's Angelo ?"I asked seeing him walk into the living room.

"Hmm I don't know I believe he was going to the pharmacy for his prescription or something" He explains, I nod trying to hide my smirk.

Jackpot I could re up my stash before he got back.

"I don't mean to be nosy but y'all together?"

"Let him tell it no, but I mean yea we together.. I guess"

"Why bother sticking with someone who won't claim you?"

"I don't know honestly , never really cared or thought about it like that. Me and Angelo are how we are, I mean I'm just used to it I guess and he's proven his loyalty"

"I get it" He shrugged.

"But aye I hope you like it around here, get comfortable this ya place too now"
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