Diary Part 2

September 14, 2023

I just got the courage to write here. I am so used keeping everything to myself again.

I am very much alive. Happy? Yes. Did I move on? Maybe? All I can say that I love the peace I am expiriencing. I may miss everyone but I think this is good for my health for now. Am I still inlove with him? It never fade. I'm just choosing myself right now. I just realize, I am so busy saving everyone but I no one ever tried to save me. I need to save myself before I lost my sanity.

Praying to find sponsors for Follow Tour in Bulacan. VIP cause I am so choosy, fuck this illness. I wanna meet wonuu face to face even if it cause me my health and everything. But for real I am so busy with Enhypen and Seventeen to notice the depression I'm struggling.