STUCK || CHANLIX Story [COMPLETED]

35

Felix shook his head in frustration staring at the angry Chan, who stood in front of him with his head tilted a bit to the side, arms crossed and his jaw muscles clenching together. "Chan, I'm going!" he stated, as he got up and started getting dressed.

Out of nowhere, a sardonic laugh came out of Chan's mouth, startling Felix who was now fixing himself. "Why are you laughing?", Felix asked with a puzzled look on his face. Chan continued laughing as he went to lean against the wall, then his laugh suddenly slowly faded to a smirk.

"I'm laughing at you, are you really telling me you going back to him, after everything?" he asked with frown. Felix shut his eyes tight trying to calm himself, and opened them while placing both his hands on his waist as he walked over to the smirking Chan.

"What do you mean after everything, should I just ignore him and stay here, or did you forget I'm still married?", he questioned back. Chan scoffed at him sarcastically whilst looking away, "I didn't say marry him now did I?", he retorted as he faced Felix again.

Felix's mouth went open, and was about to say something, but shook his head turning away from Chan. "This was a mistake, what we did was a mistake and I am leaving", he said as he snatched his phone before heading towards the door, only for Chan to stand in front of it, blocking him.

"A mistake Felix, what we just did was not a mistake, YOU marrying that bastard was a mistake!", he angrily said pointing at Felix. "Get out of my way Chan!", Felix snapped at him in annoyance. Chan swiftly pulled him close by his waist, while Felix turned his face looking away.

Chan blinked a couple of times in dismay at Felix's reaction, "Lix, baby, I love you, I never stopped loving you, why are you doing this, don't you love me?" he asked him in a sad and shakey voice. Felix slowly turned his head back to face Chan who also had tears forming in his eyes.

He felt sorrow and regret hearing Chan's voice sound that way. He also thought to himself that no matter how much they longed for one another or how much Chan hated Jackson, it wasn't right to cheat on Jackson when he's been nothing but good and supportive towards him and Chrissy.

They kept staring at each other in sorrow before Felix decided to speak.
"Chan, I'm sorry if you feel i mislead you in anyway, it wasn't my intention, we were drunk and...", before Felix could continue, Chan shook his head in bitterness and moved away from him, facing the bed.

"Don't Felix, please don't say that, like we were drunk and don't mean anything to each other", he said before turning to face Felix who now had his head hung low. "Don't you love me, was it that easy for you to forget us?" he asked. Felix looked at him as a tear fell from his eye, "Chan, it's not that but....", again Chan cutt him off abruptly.

"It's a Yes or No answer Felix, Do you love me, or maybe it's just me who's still madly in love with you!", he voiced out, as his eyes reddened with anger. Felix placed a hand over his mouth and began to cry as he slowly walked towards the side of the bed, taking a seat. Chan wiped his teary eyes and decided to also take a seat next to him.

Felix wiped his eyes and turned his head sideways, facing the morose Chan who was silently facing the wall in front of him. "Chan, i never stopped loving you, but, I can't just do him like that", he said as he sniffled due to his fit of crying. "He's been nothing but good to me and our daughter, he was there when, when...", he paused causing Chan to face him.

"When I wasn't, Right!", Chan stated, as they both stared at each other's faces anxiously. "Lix, I know I f*cked up, but I was hurting too and didn't even know I got you pregnant. Look, I'm not defending myself, all I'm saying is, i know why you agreed to marry him, and I know for a fact, that it's not out of love. Tell me I'm wrong", he argued.

Felix wiped away his forming tears and stood up facing the seated Chan. "I may not love him, yet, but he was there Chan, you weren't, and please don't get me wrong here, I am not saying this to get back at you....

"All I'm saying is, he gave me a second chance in life when I thought it was over for me. He didn't even ask for anything in return, only that I try and love him back someday", Felix said, before taking a deep breath. "I want to give him that chance, and I need you to understand that". Chan sharply glared at him in bafflement.

"You left me feeling empty, but he, he came and tried filling that emptiness every single day. You broke my heart leaving me like I didn't matter, but he showed me that I did matter, after countless of tries with me since varsity, he never stopped showing me that he cares and that I matter".

Chan clenched his hands tightly together in frustration and anger, as he let Felix continue. "You Chan, who I loved so much stopped trying, you left me and broke my heart and trust. Jackson never stopped trying and he made me learn how to trust again. I'm sorry I'm not the Felix you left 4 years ago. Please try and understand that I'm not doing this for him but for me".

Felix took another breath and continued, "Look, Chrissy is your daughter and I won't stand in the way of you being apart of her life", he assured him, before turning his heels and heading towards the door, but as he was about to open the door, he halted his steps when Chan called out his name.

Chan stood up facing the back of Felix, but didn't move from his spot. "Felix, I am truly and deeply sorry for leaving you like a coward back then, I regretted it every single day, but I need you to know that I never stopped trying. Did you even know that I came back for you about 3 months after I'd left, but only to find you getting married, to HIM. Did you know?", he asked, his voice trembling with sadness, causing Felix to slowly turn and face him in bewilderment.

*To be continued....
Would appreciate your Comments, Feedback & Votes 🥰.
Happy Reading ❤️❤️❤️❤️