Haasil- Never Give Up On Love

PART- 45 (Feeling Blessed)

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SANA POV

"Sidharth, are you okay now?" I ask, seeing him stress out for the last one hour, laying on top of me, over my chest.

We already had our not-so-romantic lunch date, an hour ago. Before lunch he took a quick shower when I was arranging the table for us. Having lunch, we directly came back to our bedroom and got comfortable in bed. Me over mattress and he on top of me. Snuggling into my chest. Playing with my hair time to time.

"I am." He replies, not looking up to me.

Honestly, he is still stressed out about the cancer thing, which is normal. After all, he is his little sister's husband. It's a big deal. They have a baby. Who is very young now. He must be worried about his sister, her daughter and his mother. I guess, he should be with them more than with me. Now.

He needs to be there. With them. To support them and to console his sister and make his brother-in-law understand the value of life. He should be in Delhi now. Not here. In my arms. Yes.

"I think you should better go to Delhi. Be there with them. They need you more than I need you here." I tell him.

But he is just playing with my hair, still not looking up to me. He looks lost. Or maybe he couldn't believe I said this to him. I'm asking him to leave for Delhi now. When we had so many plans to spend time with each other. And do dirty things too. We already made a plan for what we will do after my exam.

Plan called: We will spend as much time as we can. Including, S-E-X.

Soon, we will go on a college trip to Ladakh. Which got postponed that time. It was his idea. We thought about going there and enjoying it with a little sneaky romance. It's risky. It's fun and it's sexy too.

"Are you sure?" He asks, still in same position. Not looking up to me.

It's pissing me off somewhere. Unfortunately.

"You really should go to Delhi Sidharth. That too, tonight." I tell him again, finally gaining his attention. Thank God he finally look up to me. I was dying to see his handsome face.

"I?" He paused to think, what to say to me now? Should he agree or not?

Looks like he is in debate about what to do now. But, he knows I'm right. He knows he should be there with his family now. With his sister. I know he wants to go. But was not able to say it loud to me; thinking I'll be hurting if he leaves me alone here. But, he is wrong if he thinks I'm a selfish bitch who just think about herself. And don't care about others. Mostly his family. I'm not like his previous so-called selfish girlfriends. So, I'll let him go.

"You can go. Seriously. You can. I won't be hurt. I'm not a selfish bitch Sidharth. " I say firmly

He didn't say anything at first, just pulled me closer to him and hugged me tightly.

"I love you. Thank you for understanding me and my situation." He says feeling greatful.

Like seriously? He do think I am a fucking bitch? Oh God.

"Sidharth, I'm not a fucking bitch. Who just wants her boyfriend all by herself. And don't give a fuck about his family. Alright?" I say getting offended.

"I'm sorry baby. But, I thought you'll be like others. Who didn't care about my family. I'm sorry." He apologies to me, feeling genuinely guilty.

"It's okay. I forgive you. But I am not like those bitches you dated before." I say to clarify