Haasil- Never Give Up On Love

PART- 98 (Guilty)

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SANA POV

Three months later...

"Feelin' like a sinner. It's so fire with him. I go boo, ooh! He said you look crazy. Thank you, baby. I owe it all to you. Got me all messed up. His love is my favorite. But you plus me. Sadly can be dangerous."

Nowadays my mood is pretty good even today that I couldn't help but sing in a high tone and dance freely under the shower.

Now I can walk on my own.

It happened because of one particular person, my Sidharth. Not double, Ms. Lily also helped me out a lot. But what Sidharth did is beyond what anyone can imagine. He not only helped me to get on my feet making me do all the exercises and helped me walk and body massage, but also he helped emotionally support me.

I was really upset and got a little insecure about my body for all the marks and dark spots left behind my body for the deep cuts and wounds. But he showed me immense love through his words and actions. His sweet words and care for me make me feel less insecure and confident about my body.

Plus he was on a mission to get me back on my feet. For that, he started to do work-from-home. He told me, he has worked for my father's company for a year now. It was a temporary arrangement. We still haven't thought or talked about our future. Us moving to London.

I am not caring anyways. I just want to live every moment with him and my family. To be honest, I would like to stay here and be with my family. I can do my Master's from my old college as well. But yes, I will miss Sidharth there for sure. If he doesn't join back in college as a professor.

But, I want him to join, just for me. I love his professor era. My hot professor. He had a PhD he is supposed to be a professor not a worker at my father's company. Even if it's in a higher position. I know he loves to teach more than work under someone.

If we stay here, Sidharth can meet his family whenever he wants. I talked with his sister Sanvi a few times. She is a sweetheart so is her cute daughter Ananya. Rajeev is absolutely fine now. I am happy for them.

I even talked with his mother a few times. I can say, she still doesn't like me that much, after seeing her son suffering when I was in a coma. But she did apologize to me for what she did back then getting influenced by my dead mother. I forgive her already.

I hope, someday his mother will accept me and we will live like a family. Maybe my dream of a happy family will be fulfilled one day. Fingers crossed.

I turned off the shower and grabbed my pink towel and started to dry myself off. Today is the first time I am taking a shower by myself. Mostly it's always Sidharth who helps me. After I woke up from the coma it was always Sidharth who bathed me. So it kinda became our habit later. Moreover, he loves to pamper me with extra love and care. It's his way to give all the love he couldn't give me in the past one and a half years.

I feel overwhelmed.

But today, he went to the office for an important project meeting. He tried to deny but I forced him to go. For it we had a little argument in the morning before he left for the office with a sour mood. But I couldn't help it. Dad told me he was needed there. He was the one who worked on that project. 

Actually, there are a few more reasons why I let him go. One, I can take a bath myself. Two, I needed to do waxing and clean up my intimate area. Three and most importantly, I am craving for him.