KISMAT

One-Sided Love ✨💔

ADITYA

I was in my bedroom lying on a sofa thinking about why my life is like this, even though i have everything a person wants in their life except love, a love which is unconditional and one-sided. To love someone who doesn't love you back is the most painful thing in the world but sometimes it's the only thing you can do, 'bear pain'.
One-sided love, it's just like a fine wine, it's the most powerful thing to bear one-sided love and when you already know that it'll never gonna happen or maybe you spend your whole life pretending it will work out someday!

She's not mine but I've been loyal in this relationship. Feeling the pain of losing someone who's not even mine is like hoping for a reply for the message sent. I don't know whether it's making me or breaking me but Meri Jaan, my love has no boundaries.

There's a dialogue of famous bollywood movie,

"HUM EK BAAR JEETE HAI, EK BAAR MARTE HAI, SHADI BHI EK BAAR HOTI HAI AUR PYAAR BHI EK HI BAAR HOTA HAIN"

I'm already loving someone with whom I can't marry, I doubt what will Aman think about me when he get to know about what I feel about his girlfriend, I'm sure he's  going to be so disappointed but still he will respect my feelings.

I was so in my deep thoughts that I didn't catch the presence standing outside of my room and knocking the door, I went to the door and opened it and saw Preet standing,

"kya main aapse kuch baat kar sakti hu?" (can I talk to you?) Preet asked as I got little nervous, Don't know but my heart beats 10X faster than usual whenever Preet talks to me or even around me.

I slightly nod my head and gesture her to enter in room, Preet and I take our place on sofa as Preet was busy finding something on my face, 'if she keep staring at me like this, I'm sure my heart will going to explode and before it happens i asked her, "what do you want to talk about?"

"Umm Aditya whatever happened downstairs I feel like you are upset with us as we kinda force you in this marriage thing but believe me, Whatever  Sonakshi Aunty did, it's just for your happiness" Preet speaks as i nod my head in acceptance.

"I know Preet, I'm not saying I don't want to marry, I'm just saying I'm not ready yet but if this decision makes my Ma happy then i can do anything, if she tells me to marry 100 women, i will" I said in which I hear Preet's pyaari laugh in return, "ek din yeh ladki meri jaan hi lelegi apni aadao se" i thought,

her laugh is like a bhajan in my ears, seriously. I can listen her voice every second, But sadly God doesn't gave me this opportunity.

"Aap bhi Aditya kya baat bolte ho? (Seriously Aditya what are you even talking about?) You don't have to marry 100 women, you marry one woman and it's enough for us." Preet said while smiling as i smiled too.

"Okay" i simply said as I don't know what to speak.

"Okay, so I'm here because Aunty send me to show you these photographs of women, choose someone in this so that we can talk further about your rishta" Preet said as i exhale a long sigh,

"Not this again, I'm seriously so tired and these photographs doesn't giving any help, Can i check these later?" I asked in a tired voice as Preet smiled and nod in yes,

"It's okay, you choose later and inform your pasandida aurat to Aunty"

"Agr apni pasandida aurat Ma ko batai na to ghar me bawal mach jayega" (If i tell my favourite lady to Ma then it will be a huge mess in house) I muttered as Preet looked at me in question look, as she didn't hear clearly what i said so I simply smiled.

"Btw what do you think, what type of woman do i deserve?" I simply asked question making Preet looked at me,

"You are Perfect, I mean.... You are a man, a woman wants in her life. Passionate, Hardworking, Handsome, Gentleman, etc. I don't think you have any dislikes in your personality. Plus you asked what type woman you deserve so i think, who respects you and your family, supports you in your ups and downs, always cherish you and understand you! A perfect biwi material."

Preet described as I looked at her, the way she's praising me, my heart even full body was on cloud nine. I can't describe how much happy i was to hear these words from her mouth.

"But I don't think Preet, I mean look at me, my friends always told me that I'm boring and grumpy, I don't think any girl will going to marry with me" I said in a little bit sad voice.

"No, I don't think you are boring or grumpy, you are a perfect partner whom a partner can share her feelings, and about women, I'm sure every woman wants to marry Mr Aditya Mehra, even blind woman will eager to marry you and whoever will be your wife will be the luckiest wife. You are so good to be Perfect Aditya" Preet assured me as I muttered in my ghost voice

"To tum hi kyo nahi kar leti mujhse shadi?" (So, then what don't you marry me?)

Again this time, Preet didn't hear my words clearly, just hearing my murmuring, I simply smiled and said,

"Thankyou for understanding me, I'm lucky to have a friend like you" i thanked her as she smiled,

"You don't have to, I consider you as my great friend, and it's my duty to understand my friend's feelings and help them to overcome from their feelings." Preet said as my face fell down when she said she considers me as a Friend, I already know she considers me as nothing but good friend but listens from her own mouth broke me.
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