Marriage (SatoSugu)

I love you

"No.. no. Satoru.. I ripped the papers.. I don't want to leave you.." I grab satoru's hand and hold it feeling his soft skin aganist mine.

"You were so sure about it at the school.." satoru says seemly annoyed with me

"I- I know.. I've changed my mind.. I wasn't in the right place to ask you for that.. I'm really sorry."

"It's okay, Suguru.. what happened.. I was awake then I ended up here.." satoru says as he holds my hand back.

"You fainted.. Satoru.. I don't want to leave you..please let me stay with you."

"Oh.. do you really mean that.. Suguru." he says looking into my eyes with sparkles in his.

"I love you satoru."

"I love you too Suguru.."

We hug each other and I stay with him, I go drive to get us both food since satoru won't be dispatched I grab some of satoru's favourite meals and sweets.

I'm not a sweet guy myself but my husband loves them, I still don't understand why he likes them so much.

I get to the hospital and give him his meal and sweets, he looks so happy..

After we eat.

"Go to bed Satoru." My eyes shutting for a while, while my conscience is still awake.

"Suguru.. I love you.." I open my eyes to see satoru crying and wiping his tears with his hands, I walk up to him and hug him. "I love you too satoru."

(In the morning)

I slept in the chair since it's only one day, I wake up to see satoru walking around panicking.

I get up "what's wrong satoru?" I say, he looks at me and walks up to me shaking me.

"Suguru.. WORK we have to get to work Our WORK!!" 

I grab his hands and pull them down holding them "Satoru.. it's Saturday.." I chuckle

"Oh..." he gives me a relived face and we both go home.

Satoru gets inside and lays on the couch with a smile

I sit down next to him grabbing his feet and putting them on my legs.

"Suguru.. can I get a kiss?" my heart drops, still unsure if I should or not.

"Not right now satoru.." I say making a excuse so I don't have to.

"oh ok.." satoru puts a pillow on top of his face, embarrassed.

(Night time)
Satoru's pov

"suguruuu are you ready for bed?" I search for Suguru opening doors by doors. Then finally I see him in the guest bedroom already asleep.

I guess he wanted to sleep here, I get inside the bed with him. I try to put my hands around under his arms.

"Ah leave me alone.." Suguru says as he moves my hands out of the way. "no I want to be with youuu" I say trying to put hands around him again.

Suguru moves around and faces me.

"Satoru"

"Yes My love?"

"I want to get something off my chest.. but I don't think I should say it.. since you just got out the hospital.." Suguru says as he slowly holds my hands

"What is it? You can tell me anything Suguru."

"I still don't.. feel comfortable knowing you.. kissed another guy.. could we maybe hold out the kissing. And maybe other stuff.."

"Suguru.. you said you wanted to be with me.. of course we can but it wouldn't feel like a marriage."

"Yeah sorry.. forget I said anything.." he says as he cups my face.

"It's okay Suguru.." he hugs me snuggling up to my chest, we both fall asleep, Goodnight Suguru..
Goodnight Satoru.

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