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to my star episode nine

M/N POV ~

we were cooking dinner together. i glanced at seojoon who was smiling down at the pan. focusing on stirring i kept looking at seojoon and this time caught him smiling at me. i smile a little looking back to the food. once it was done we plated it fancy. seojoon had the first bite and he seemed to really enjoy it. "now every time i eat this, i'll think of you."

i looked down a little with a small smiled he lowered his head to see it. "why? what?" i went to grab some but kept smiling while glancing at seojoon. after eating he helped me wash the dishes. "but..the universe on the wall, you did that so i would see it. right?" feeling embarrassed because i did i tried to deflect. "no, i didn't." he laughed a little making my hear flutter.

"what do you mean, no?" i kept washing the dishes as i felt his gaze. "you got another pimple in the same spot."  turning to look at him i saw seojoon looking excited. "i told you i would do it for you!" i looked at him confused as to why he's so excited. "ah, really. just take care of the food waste correctly." he suddenly went to my neck. "wait." i moved my neck and his hands away.

while holding his wrist i see his fingers. forcing him to sit down on the floor in front of the couch i examined his finger while using a nail clipper to clip off his nails. "this feels like a dream." i looked up to see him smiling. "what does?" he looked at me but didn't speak as he smiled wider. "but how did you know to come today?" i placed the nail clippers down.

"that reporter who took the picture told me." i looked down at the mention of that photo and the situation that happened hours prier. "everything ended well, so let's just think of us." i glanced at him before grabbing the nail clippers to cut his nails again. "i'm sleepy." looking away from his hand i looked up at seojoon who smiled at me. i shifted so i was closer.

he shifted next to me and leaned against my shoulder. i put the clippers down and moved his hand to rest in his lap. i kept gazing at the man as his eyes stayed closed. gently i stated to pet his hair for a few moments. putting my hand down i kept gazing at him to make sure he was comfortable.

3RD POV ~

"have you gone crazy?" seul scolded ki after he told her. she sat next to him in the cafe. "yeah, i'm crazy. what's so hard about asking one hundred million dollars from a guy who has ten billion?" seul looked at him in disgusted. "you saying that so confidently is making me lose all the affection i had for you. so what? is it nice gaining all this money easily?"

"are you content?" ki kept his eyes and face away from her. "i know. i should be.." seul shook her head at his words. "you're really..even though you received that big amount of money, think about why you feel lost. if you were done, you wouldn't have called me." she let out a sigh before taking a sip of her beer.

M/N POV ~

after a while seojoon decided he wanted to sit outside at our outdoor table to watch the stars. "why did you want to come here again?" i watched the city lights. "i need to ask you properly." turning to my left i watch seojoon look down a little. "i'm being super selfish. but if it's okay with you, i want to continue living with you. and if you're okay with it, i don't care if people know."

i felt myself start to smile making me stop myself. "why are you getting so ahead of yourself? if you like it, you go together, and if not, you don't." looking down at my hand i held my cup. "what is this suddenly? you played hard to get and now this." seojoon adjusted as i watched him. "i did that because i didn't want to get hurt again. i didn't want to hurt you as well."

"but..it's not like we're not going to get hurt because we don't have each other." picking up my cup i took a sip of my f/d. "han m/n, you've been in relationships before." i placed my cup down and look at seojoon. "i told you i had." he turned to face me. "with how many?" i uncrossed my leg and sat up a little more. "is that important?""it's important. i don't have many."