Don't want to love you

Chapter 1

Finally, the day has come to an end, allowing you to take a breath of fresh air after a tiring job. Freen quickly threw a long gray coat over her thin white blouse, then headed for the elevator. Pressing the "1" button to get to the first floor, the girl took out her phone, which, it turns out, had been vibrating for a long time. 

"Sarocha, can I begin to doubt your loyalty to me?" Despite the seriousness of these words, there was a note of playfulness in the voice of the girl on the other side of the screen, and it seemed that Freen could imagine her girlfriend's smirk.

"Hmm, who knows.. Maybe while I wasn't answering your calls, I was with another girl?" With a proud grin, which her girlfriend, of course, didn't see, Freen got out of the elevator and walked towards the exit with an imperious gait.

"I swear to God, you'll be dead as soon as you get out of this fucking building," Freen grinned at her jealous girlfriend's reaction and, pleased with her work, wanted to tease her a little more, but the other girl had already completed the call. 

It seems that her joke will become her headache. Freen sighed wearily and rubbed the bridge of her nose, realizing that she would have to face the consequences of her humor. The girl had already left her office and when she saw her girlfriend standing by a parked black Mercedes with her arms crossed over her chest, Freen's legs gave way. Her lover is really scary in anger, especially when it comes to jealousy. But even in this form, Freen finds her girlfriend incredibly attractive: how cute she furrows her eyebrows; how she bites her lower lip, for which Freen constantly scolds her; how imperious she looks with her arms crossed on her chest. Freen loves everything about this girl.

And, of course, she would never cheat on her girlfriend. She would never change her feelings and her heart. Freen would never regret her choice.

"Hiii, it's me, your devoted bunny. Kiss me, pleaseee?" Freen said it in her sweetest voice and stretched out her lips for a kiss.

But it didn't work. Her girlfriend didn't even look at her, she just frowned harder and pouted her lips. Then Freen gently took her girlfriend by the chin and turned her face to herself, leaving no other choice

"Kate, please? Don't be mad at your bunny, you know how much I love you." Freen said it in a childish voice and made puppy eyes that could not be resisted. And damn, she really looked like a bunny.

However, Kate was really hurt by her girlfriend's words about cheating. She abruptly removed Freen's hand from her chin, and her eyes were really filled with anger and barely noticeable tears that were ready to spill at any moment.

"Stop acting like a child, Freen! You know what? It won't work. Not this time. I mean, how dare you joke like that, even if you know that I really have a problem with jealousy? Do you even know that I really worry about when you don't answer me, what if you're with another girl? How can I know?" Kate blurted it all out in one breath. The tears were still frozen in her eyes.

On the other hand, Freen was in shock. How could a simple joke turn into a real quarrel? And how could Kate doubt her so much? Freen always told her that she would never change her feelings. She not only said it, but also showed it by her actions.

"Hey, what are you talking about? I didn't joke like that before, you know how much I respect and love you. I thought it was okay if I made a joke like that, because you started it yourself. It looks like distrust. I've always said that you're my only one until you stop loving me yourself. And even then, you would still be my only one for a long time. I've tried never to give you reasons to be jealous. And you still doubt my feelings?" Freen felt the taste of salt in her mouth, realizing that it was her tears. She didn't even notice when she started crying and only now realized that tears were burning her cheeks. Just the thought of Kate doubting her so much makes her heart bleed. 

Kate was no longer able to restrain herself and tears, one by one, rolled down her cheeks. She doesn't know if it was because of her own feelings or because of the words of the girl in front of her. Or maybe the fact that Kate made Freen cry breaks her heart.

"It doesn't matter, just take me home." Kate said in a hushed voice, casually wiping tears from her face. 

But it was really serious if Kate asked to take her home. She and Freen had been living together for about a year. So, it meant that Kate needed to be alone, or maybe they both needed a break. Freen wanted to object, but before she could say anything, Kate just shook her head, letting her know that the conversation was over. Freen just sighed as she opened the car door and sat down in the driver's seat. She didn't even open the door for Kate, as she always does. It wasn't because of resentment, it was just that there were so many thoughts in her head that she forgot about everything around her. The atmosphere was uncomfortable, despite the beautiful autumn evening outside the windows. Kate and Freen used to always enjoy the beauty of autumn evenings together, this is the first time the silence in the car has become tense. Suddenly Kate tore her gaze away from the window, and looked at her girlfriend.

"Freen, I told you to take me home, why are you..." Freen didn't let Kate finish her sentence, she put her finger to her lips. Kate immediately recognized the road that Freen was driving on. It was the road to the park where they confessed their feelings to each other.

When they finally arrived, Freen was the first to get out of the car, this time she opened the door for Kate. The girl nodded, as if silently thanking. Kate felt goosebumps when Freen's cold hand touched her arm. Kate looked questioningly at her girlfriend, who just shrugged, with a soft smile on her face. Kate decided to just relax by following her girlfriend. They came to that special bench on which they had once confessed to each other; on which they had kissed for the first time; on which Freen had offered to become her girlfriend. Freen intertwined Kate's hands with her own, rubbing Kate's hand with her thumb along the way.

"Kate..." Freen began to speak in a soft and soothing voice, there was so much love and warmth in her eyes, "You really mean a lot to me, I love you. And only you. So.. WTF-" the girl didn't have time to finish when a black bag was put on her head, slightly suffocating her so that she lost consciousness. Despite trying to break free, the man behind her was stronger. The last thing she heard before she closed her eyes was Kate's mooing, which seemed to be struggling too.'

"Kate..." 

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