By Your Side? Always | ALWAYS #1

Chapter 10: Compassion For The Devil

Now this shit has gone real, if I harm it, it harms me because I feel what it feels, damn it. I run to it AND I HAVE A FUCKING IDEA... I'm cursing a lot... Meh... suck it up.

If I feel what it feels, I can kill him by trying to kill myself...

But I'm like powerless right now so basically I'm ''human'' at the moment, meh YOLO. I run to the animal and stop immediately and the creature looks at me with fury and I smirk deviously as I jump to the animal and I feel its claws stab me, and I know he's bleeding now when I see his full of fur chest with blood coming out, as I get back and I smile again to then crawl to a tree and I climb as the animal tries to follow me but it can't apparently, then I get to the top part of the tree and I jump like a flying squirrel XD and I get the ground and all my body aches like a bitch, and a moan is heard through my lips and the creature falls to the ground as if it collapsed suddenly and a growl is produced from his snout and I make myself get up and the creature barely can get up.... Weakkkk!!!! Okay no.....

Then I give myself some punches in the stomach as hard as I can and the creature frowns and then I run and the creature chases me and I run to the river once again and I go to the cliff and wait to the creature to arrive, then I jump to it and I climb it's back, as I try to impulse myself to the end and I get it by almost jumping out of the creature's back and we fall to the river as I make my arms and legs to be extended and I fall to the water and the river takes me as the animal, it's floating, not moving, just there, floating... then my eyelids shut and I can't speak anymore as I feel like flying.

I wake up

I wake up on the white bed, then I turn my head to see Toby, Jeff, my sisters, and Judge Angels and I get up carefully and I gasp in pain, as I force myself to get up but Dina takes me by the shoulder and makes me go down and I feel pain all over my body and I can't help the moan that suddenly comes out from my lips and I feel a pain cover me like water all over my body and I close my eyes hardly, avoiding the tears to come out, then I force myself to get up, biting my lip, avoiding a loud scream to come out, then my knees buckled and I fall to the ground now grunting hard, damn... my knees, my injuries and I fall to the ground and my head hits the ground and I keep my eyes open, then to close them and still hold my lips on a hard line, as they help me get up and I feel in pain but then I reincorporate and force myself to walk to the mirror, and I see it... I see myself, I have my knees even worse than before, I have bruises on my arms and some scratches on my face, no more than two scratches bothering me as I feel a thin line of vital liquid coming out from it.

-Damn it...- I mutter and then I straighten my spine making it rustle and it gets me a bit weirded but I don't care

-Wow... you did get a punch- Jeff says coming closer, close enough so I can feel his breathing on my face- But still look beautiful

-Thanks? – I say forcing a smile

(...)

It's been  hours since I exited the first trial, which I admit it was a nightmare, I didn't knew what to do or why doing it, if at the end it wasn't real, but I will die if I fail it.. So we got some good motivation going on... that's nice.

I take a shower and stay on the bathtub for a while looking down to my knees hugging them and I see my wounds in them, then to see how they slowly healed as I saw how the skin sewed together and the blood that was coming down my knees, the blood was coming up as it defied gravity and it came to the wound and then to enter and the wound completely healed and I open my eyes as plates as I get out the shower and I wrap my body around a white towel and I clean the steam on the mirror and I see my face, there's no bruises or scratches, not even the scar Zalgo left by my nose, my face is 'clean'... yay?