Silently In Love (Soundwave X Mech!reader)

11 | Confession

MY BALLS FINALLY HAS THE GUTS TO WRITE 💥💥💥💥💥

Summary: you learn more about human affection and now you realize that you have feelings for Soundwave.
------------------------------------------------------------

Ok. Finally. You explore deeper through the internet while Soundwave is away, well... He still caught you anyway- BUT! Your stupid aft finally learns more about affection. Oh primus, every action you did with Soundwave is so... Gay. Let's reverse back what you did to him. You held his hand, you shared a berth with him, you hugged him, YOU ASKED HIM FOR A KISS and you pinned him against the wall.

You still remember the day that Ratchet said that you were in denial. Well you're not anymore! You need to apologize after what you have done to Soundwave, though you wonder why is Soundwave is still your amica? Soundwave hasn't mentioned a single slag about the day you asked for a kiss, he didn't mind you slightly holding his hand or hugging him.

Now... Where the slag is he? Oh right! Out in a mission. Wait... How many earth hours have you been researching on your screen? You stand up, deleting every incognito tab you have as you feel a tendril creeping to your waist. You let out a squeak before turning your helm to look at Soundwave, thank primus you deleted all the incognito tabs.
"O-ouh! Soundwave! Your back! Ehe..."

You turn off the screen and slowly go to Soundwave as you feel his tendrils are wrapping around your waist now. Primus... After you learn about affection you completely lose your confidence to show one, you could feel your metal cheek is heating up. Soundwave visor then shows an emoticon.

" (・'v'・)？？"

E-eh? THE FRAG? He completely finds you acting strange now. He moved his servo to your forehelm to check what's wrong.
"It's nothing Soundwave! It's just... Uhm nothing." You quickly answered, feeling many feelings all mixed together all at once. He still finds you strange, or maybe you were looking at something you shouldn't see in the human media.

" ( ´~｀) "

He still suspects you, look out. He might catch you.

------------------------------------------------------------

You're at his office hanging out like usual, talking about some random topics that came out of your mind and bringing out some of human media out of nowhere. Everything is still the same. Get scolded by Starscream, scout mission, mess up and go to the med-bay, Knockout telling you are in denial also, then finally recharge.

...

Something missing. Something that you had forgotten. Confession. Confess (Y/D). Tell him something about your unexpected feelings for him. No... That is kinda gay. No no no no... He likes mech right? He is gay right? Right? SLAG! What are you thinking! You couldn't recharge, you couldn't even turn off your optics.

You hear a door open, familiar footsteps entering the room. You quickly pretend you were recharging, wanting to know what he is doing while you were recharging the whole time. He might go to the screen and use it without you knowing! Or he is just here to actually recharge. That's kinda... Strange of him if he did that.

You hear a click. Click? Is he.. IS HE JERKING OFF?????????? NO! TOO MUCH HUMAN MEDIA OF YOU (Y/D)! HE PROBABLY DIDN'T- something presses against your lips, soft and full of affection, this stays for a whole 10 kliks. Your metal cheeks are heating up he let go and before he could put on back his visor, you onlined your optics and sit up immediately, looking directly at Soundwave, without his visor. His faceplate views a ton of scar, he is also flushed!

"... Soundwave... You... YOU STOLE MY FIRST KISS!- MHPPP!!" You manage to yell before Soundwave completely covers your mouth to make you shut up. You couldn't believe it, he is really into mech! And he is also attracted to YOU!
"That wasn't your first kiss actually..." Huh? HUH???? WHEN? SINCE WHEN?

------------------------------------------------------------

Soundwave told you everything. He had been attracted to you since he met you and the time you mentioned kissing, he kissed you while you were sleeping. He's gay, official. You don't know how to reply at all, this is the perfect timing to confess too!
"Look- let's forget all of this. You're not attracted to mech, I understand. So let's forget that this ever happe-" before Soundwave could even finish. You cut him off.

"I LOVE YOU!... Too. I love you too. I completely can't deny that I'm attracted to mech for all these hundred million of earth years. The first time I saw you at the gladiator completely made me fall for you and I WAS TOO DUMB TO NOTICE! ... I love you." You confessed, letting all of those feelings go and let it hear out by him. You love him too, you understand what it feels like to have someone love you now.

The awkward silence broke as Soundwave kissed you again he was your first kiss, not your first hug tho, Ratchet was. You two stay like this for a while. Pressing each other's frame and feeling each other's fans rapidly spinning faster. Let's hope the nemesis didn't hear anything tonight!

------------------------------------------------------------

✜confession✜

AFnsidbskrd I go to the toilet for like 6 times today. The next chapter is gonna be worse now 🧙‍♂️🧙‍♂️🧙‍♂️🧙‍♂️ bye girly!!!!!!!!!!!!!