This was inspired cuz i was listening to me and Wilbur_Jacobs 's playlist and Jubilee Linc cane on and I love jubilee Line and then I got the idea for this.
Techno sat in his room, crying, cause this date was all too familiar. 3 years ago on this day Wilbur had tried to kill himself.
Techno was the one who found the note, Techno was the one who stopped Wilbur. Techno could remember it like it was yesterday.
FLASHBACK
(By the way they're 13 in this. Also at the time they lived in London)
Techno had just gotten home from fencing practice. Tommy was at Purpled's house, and Phil was currently at work. He saw a note on the counter, and went to grab it as Wilbur didn't appear to be home so maybe there was an explanation on the note.
Dear whover reads this,
Im sorry, it was too much. Life was too much, I hate London, the city gave me asthma, and trauma. All of my trauma is here, too many memories. You know, they always say 'theres a reason London puts barrier on the tube line', I didn't understand till recently, funny ain't it. Im sorry, I didn't mean to hurt any one,
Wilbur Soot Minecraft <3
Techno let out a sob he didn't know he was holding in, and immediately called the police, and while he did so he ran, and ran. 10 minuets straight, he ran, all the way to the train station and he caught Wilbur.He was at the rail. About to be another reason London puts barriers on the tube lines, but he wouldn't be, he couldn't be. Techno wouldn't let it happen, he hugged Wilbur and held him tightly as Wilbur sobbed into his shirt, not even caring anymore.
Now, you, the reader may wonder, did he regret it.
Immediately, as soon as Wilbur saw Techno's face stained with tears and sorrow and worry, out of breath, and distressed, that's when he regretted it, and that was his last attempt.
That night, was the last night Wilbur ever spent in London.
Techno cried, he could feel all the emotions he felt that day.
The Anxiety,
the fear,
the anger,
the sadness,
the pain,
everything.
And it was too much, the voices were yelling, and yelling, and yelling, and yelling, so Techno done something he hadn't done in awhile, he done something he promised himself, he promised Phil, he promised Tommy, he done it.
He put a razor blade to his skin, and cut, and cut, and cut, and cut.
He couldn't stop himself.
"Hey Techno, dinners re-" The voice cut off mid sentence, shock forming in the eyes of the person, a sob escaped their mouth.
Now who was this person, you may ask
I don't know, take a guess
That's for another chapter anyways
Hi guys hru
I hope your having a great day,
And i hate cliff hangers, so im not bout to do that to you
"Tommy, Im so sor-" Techno started.
"Techno" Tommy said with a sob.
"Hey, Thesus, Im gonna be just fine, just let me bandage these up. You don't even have to tell dad" Techno said. He didn't want Phil to know he'd relapsed, he'd be so disappointed in Techno.
"I have to tell him Tech"
"Do you want me to get sent away again" Techno asked, when Phil found out he had been cutting himself he had to take Techno to the doctor who had sent him to a mental hospital where he stayed for 2 weeks.
"Wha- no, but Techno there's blood, your bleeding" Tommy raised his voice on the last part.
"SHHHHH," Techno shushed him, "If Phil finds out he'll send me away for even longer, so you won't tell him, right?"
Tommy was very hesitant but eventually stuttered out a 'yeah'.
"Go tell Dad Im not hungry, Im gonna stay up here and clean up, alright Thesus?" Techno asked.
"Okay" Tommy replied, his voice shaky. He was scared for Techno but he really didn't want him to get sent away and he didn't want to lie to Techno so he couldn't tell Phil.
Then Techno would hate him, he didn't want Techno to hate him if he didn't already, but who would like someone as ugly, and loud, and annoying as himself, he thought.
Sorry that was a lot for one chapter.
Ive been gone for a bit bcuz im VERY busy especially bcuz of basketball practice and then yearbook staff work and stuff and my cousin has a bday party tommorow and its all chaos butttt
I love yall so very much.
Have a great day/night/afternoon, and happy Friday if it's still Friday for u, it's currently 11:25 when im publishing this soooo
Publish Date: September 22, 2023
Word Count: 805
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Broken, an SBI Story
FanfictionTWS Alcohol Drugs Alcohol abuse Underaged drinking Underage Drug taking? Eating Disorder Disordered Eating Bullying Anxiety Depression Panic Attacks Neglect Abandonment Death (not a main or a important side character) Grief Anyways Nobodys okay Star...
