Just A Fangirl.

Chapter 10 - Skatebonding

Zoella's POV

I woke up face to face with Niall

I smiled slight, and i look at his irish face..

I saw his hands on my waist hugging me

"I love you too" i whispered and smiled

I know he's deep sleeping this morning, i can't barely sleep on my thoughts last night

I'am afraid he might find someone better than me, then he'll leave me shattered, What if he has someone else now

I just don't know, or he has secrets i must know

I'll try to understand him, but i know my heart will feel extreme emotions like Broken hearted
Something like that

What if he has no more time for me or he doesn't love me anymore

I exit through from my thoughts

As i heard Niall snor

I giggled...

I will really miss him, he's smile, corny jokes,vibes, his cheeky laugh especially he's hugs...

I will try to stay alive, this heart of mine will not die because of loving someone

I heard my phone ring

I sneakily escaped Niall's tight hug and headed to the night stand...

"Hello?" ~Zoe

"Is this Zoella Schmidt?" ~???

"Jessy?!" ~Zoe

"Zoey! How are you?" ~Jessy

"I'am fine Jessy! How about you?" ~Zoe

"Good, it's so hard to find your number i asked every batchmate in our old school in Highschool" ~Jessy

"Oh, sorry about that i lost my old sim card that's why i need to buy a new one" ~Zoe

I stood up and went to the balcony with my hand covered the speaker...

"Oh i understand, by the way i heard you've been dating Niall Horan?!" ~Jessy

"Yes, i have been" ~Zoe

"Well your lucky, while me i'am stuck here waiting to graduate 3rd year" ~Jessy

"Oh, good luck with that" ~Zoe

"So, how is the relationship been going with him?" ~Jessy

"Well, a little bit of a struggle but it's perfect, how about you? How's your relationship status been?" ~Zoe

"Still Carefree, but their are many boys asking me out but i always say No" ~Jessy

"Why?" ~Zoe

"Because well, you know study first i really need to survive and study at Wellington's University next next year" ~Jessy

"Really? Your going also to Wellington's Uni in a couple of years later?!" ~Zoe

"Yep, why?" ~Jessy

"Well, i have been planning to study there also! I hope we can be dorm buddies" ~Zoe

"Haha yeah that will be sweet!" ~Jessy

"Totally" ~Zoe

"Okay talk to you later, my mum is asking me to do chores and i have a lot of Vacay assignments to do, just save my number and i will too" ~Jessy

"Oh okay! Bye" ~Zoe

I ended the call, i still can't believe i'll be studying where will be my bestfriend will too!