Niall's POV
This is all my fault.
I shouldn't be this way...
Zoella doesn't deserve to feel this way
I feel undeserving to her
Should i move on and let her go and let her live?
This is hard to think all of this with a broken heart
A phrase is spinning through my head, the phrase...
I forfeit
I don't wanna give up just yet but that line keeps on losing me a bit of Hope
That me and Zoella can still be together as one
But something is pushing me to go forward this situation
And that's my heart...
I don't wanna run from all of this
I wanna face them one by one
Starting off with me and Zoella
I'll be making all the worst memories and experiences she has
Into great ones...
And i truly love her unconditionally this time around
All i have to do now is wait after 24 hours for Zoella
We only have 2 days left until we go back to London and our show is in the next 9 days
According to Mr. Simon Cowell...
While i was all alone in my apartment i sat on the bed thinking
I really miss Zoella and our playful times...
Her Smile, Messy Hair but still the original,Vibey and her lovable laugh...
I was smiling like an idiot as i remember all those unforgetable moments with her
The day she said a Yes
It made me feel i'm the happiest man alive...
The times we just stay in bed
Or sometimes walk the park...
And also the day we went to go to see her parents Mr. & Mrs. Kostella
She might not be No.1 or famous
But she's my only one and that owns my heart...
I was doing a flashback of all those treasured memories we had
Until a knock on my door was heard...
I stood and opened the door
It was Jessy
"Ohhh, Hi Niall! Uhm where's Zoella?" She asked
"She's there at Liam's room" I frowned
"Ohh uhm okay Thank You" She nod and left
I closed the door and locked it
I was about to sit down but a knock was heard again...
I went to the door and opened it
It was Liam...
"Ohhh Liam, why are --"
"Wait! Niall let me go inside first and i'm gonna talk to you about Zoella" Liam cutted me off
I opened the door as Liam comes in
After i closed it...
I saw him sat on the sofa while i stood infront of him 5 inches away from him
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Just A Fangirl.
FanfictionHi! My Name's Zoella Schimdt I was adopted by my step mum Lilianne and i have a 10 year old sister Monique who is been a big fan of One Direction Today, i saw her watching a contest which had to something to do with 1D it was titled "Five Days with...