My Angel-hyunlix

one

I wake up, a throbbing pain in my head. Looking around, I find complete darkness, but I could feel his presence. "Felix." I said, emotionless, or at least trying my hardest to sound that way. "Turn on the lights, I know you're here." I knew he was dangerous, I knew I could die any moment, but at this point I didn't care. He had taken away any reason I had to live, I at least wanted my questions answered.

"Gosh you're no fun love." I rolled my eyes as he turned on the lights and I made eye contact with him,

"I said don't call me love. And stop pretending to be so nice, it's weird." I watched as his face went from a bright smile, to a deadly glare, which, no doubt, made shivers run down my spine.

"Fine, fine. You are acting suspiciously confident today though, more than usual. Have you finally accepted your fate?" He sounded annoyed at the thought of not being able to torture me, which doesn't surprise me, he is literally maniacal.

"You and I both know I'm dying soon. Just tell me why first, at the very least, give me a reason for the pain you've made me feel these past months!"

He just smirked...he just freaking smirked! "You really think I'll give you that reassurance after all this? Yea no. I actually-" He got a call, and his eyes widened, and slightly brightened, making him look like an actual human being, one who wasn't insane, one who had a life. "I'll speak with you later." He said rushedly and ran towards the door, not before turning back and landing a quick, hard punch on my face, specifically my lip. But then he answered the call happily when he left the room and locked the door, with the same face I saw when he received it.

I thought for a moment, maybe he's not insane all the time, maybe he has a lover, maybe he has a family. But I didn't want to care, so I stopped. I sat there, my headache persisting. There was not one place in my body that didn't feel pain, aches, sores, whatever it was he did to me physically, but also mentally. I have a really strong conscience though, I didn't let most of what he said get to me.

He really tried to break a broken person, well, jokes on him, he chose the wrong guy to torture. Honestly, maybe a year ago, this would have actually hurt, losing these things would have actually tortured me. But now, after everything that's happened, I was practically numb to all my pain, and the pain he caused.

I started to smile, then chuckle a bit. Before I knew it, I was laughing as if I were crazier than Felix! How could my life be so fucked up? All I wanted was for it to end, but I knew Felix wouldn't allow that any time soon. Maybe now that I wasn't so desperate, he'd let me. Why was I laughing though? Honestly, probably because I just want to be happy. I knew laughing wasnt gonna do that for me, but it was as close as I'd ever get.

I forgot how much I hate the first chapter...anygays so um yeahhhhhh

Bye everyoneeee <3