"You what." Tommy yelled at the sobbing Wilbur say across from him, tears falling like a waterfall. "I'm so sorry!!!" Wilbur cried out loudly. His voice seemingly more broken then before. The guilt ate Wilbur alive. Tommy clenched his fist and kept screaming at Wilbur. Feeling no pity whatsoever. Wilbur didn't know what to do so he kept crying his eyes out. He knew he messed up far too much.. "don't fucking try to apologize to me wilbur.. don't. I fucking hate you. YOU KNEW EXACTLY WHAT THE FUCK HE DID TO ME SO WHY??" Tommy yelled tears falling to the ground. He was mad, livid.. he couldn't contain his anger. Tommy's knees caved under him and he fell to the ground crying. His blonde hair a mess and his blue eyes puffy and red from crying.. Wilbur went to hug him but Tommy kicked him away. Sure he needed the help but he wasn't about to let Wilbur give it to him after he was the reason for his break down. Wilbur stepped away, it seemed like he was in fear. His legs trembled and his lips followed in suit. Tommy couldn't care. He was in pain and anger and he only kept crying.. he watched as Wilbur just ran away out into the streets.. was he in the wrong? Did he fuck up? Who knew.. all Tommy knew was he was crying and he was angry. He picked up his phone, and through tears he texted Jasper
Tommy: jasper please. Get to my apartment I need you. ASAP.
Jasp: what-? I'm coming over rn but why??? What happened???
Tommy: just get here please.
It didn't take long for the door to open, and behind was Jasper looking like he just ran a marathon. He saw how Tommy was balled up in the corner crying and tugging his hair. Jasper ran to Tommy and pulled him into a tight grasp. Holding both his hands in his own and reassuring Tommy everything was gonna be fine.
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It took hours, but finally, Jasper and Tommy were on the couch watching shit tele. At this point the television was only background noise to their conversation. They talked about everything they could. It got to the point that they had run out of things to talk, from which dog could beat a horse to death (German shepherd?), to which dog could make the loudest crunch (chihuahua ofc), they had talked about everything. Tommy looked at Jasper who was distracted from something out the window.. Tommy noticed how his hair fell perfectly. How his freckles laid down like a trail of perfectly placed dots that when connected made an constellation like no other. Tommy then looked at his green eyes. Sometimes blue, then hazel, but to him.. green looked the best on him. The beautiful sight blinded Tommy before he was snapped back to reality when Jasper said "uh.. Tom?"
"Oh-oh s-sorry!!" Tommy quickly looked away as he felt his face get hot red. He didn't need Jasper seeing the red 'forest fire' spread across his face "it's fine.. uh-.. hey Tom.." Jasper looked down at his hands and Tommy looked back at the tv "yeah..?" None of them dared to look at each other. Not even a glance. "I um.. look I don't know how to say this.. but.. you just.. you drive me insane!! Okay? You drive me so fucking insane.. I can't take it.."
"O-Oh.." Tommys chest hurt at those words.. did he mean he didn't wanna talk anymore? Did Tommy cry too much? Was he just too much in general?? "No.. no Tommy.. what I meant is.. well-.." Jasper just shut his mouth.. there was tension.. and it was heavier then ever. Tommy felt it weigh down his shoulders.. suddenly jasper held Tommy's hand, Tommy looked up to him and turned his head to the side like a dog. "What are you do-" before he could finish his words, Jasper kissed him. Tommy was shocked for a second but soon eased down and kissed back. He felt his hands laying themselves down around Jasper torso as they both eased off the tension by kissing.. they were both so ecstatic with love and affection. Tommy felt that Jasper gave him a sense of warmth and comfort. He loved that feeling. That fuzzy feeling like sitting in front of a fire with a blanket, or laying in soft grass as the sun dimly shines right on you. It was nice, calm. He absolutely loved it.
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By the time James got home from being at Alice's, Jasper and Tommy were passed out on the couch wrapped in each others company. Tommys arms and legs curled around Jasper like a snake. And Jasper was more stretched out. James could see Tommys blonde hair rested on Jasper shoulder, his face hidden away. James smiled a bit and then walked off to his room. He sat down and pulled out his phone which he hadn't been using at all the past few hours since he had been busy lousing around with Alice. He saw he had a bunch of missed calls and text
William: James answer your phone. Please I need you to come pick me up.. please please it's cold. I'm so cold. Please.
William: James. Please
William: I swear to god James. I need you right now.
William: please!!! Me and Tommy got into a fight I need help.
William: I'll just find somewhere to stay until you finally reply.. have fun at Alice's.
"Shit.." James immediately called him in a panic. It rang.. and rang.. until the phone said "hey, it's will!! Sorry can't answer the phone right now!! Call me later okay? Or just leave a message after the beep!! Byeee!!" It was Wilbur's voice, his voice mail message.. "shit shit shit!!" James was stressing a lot.. where could Wilbur have been??? There were so many places.. he didn't need to have Tommy or Jasper worried.. not now not ever. James grabbed his keys and crept out the front door afraid to wake Jasper or Tommy up. He reached Alice's place again and knocked.
"Oh-? James? What's up why are you here?" Alice said, confused. Her faded pink hair tied up in a bun. "It's Wilbur. He texted and called me like an hour ago and now he won't reply!!!" James was panting and trying not cry. Alice hugged him and ran her hand through his hair in and attempt to calm him. "It'll be okay. We'll find him. Where does he usually go?" James sunk into her warm embrace but then thought about the question.. "the pebble beach usually.." James said. Thinking about Wilbur. "Beach it is then!!" Alice grabbed James's hand and ran through the busy streets of Brighton fitting throughout crowds. After a while of heavy running and breathing alice and James made it. James scoured the area looking for Wilbur. His coco hair that blew perfectly in the wind, his tall frame that reached a few inches taller then himself. He searched and searched until he saw someone who seemed to be Wilbur. But he was with someone. Laying on their shoulder. "I think that's him.." James gestured to the person whom was supposedly Wilbur. His mother always told him not to point. He was always taught manners. "Seems it.. come on." Alice still had her hand held by James so she walked calmly over to where the pair was. They were a few feet away but they were still close. James glanced ever so slightly at them and saw it was in fact Wilbur. Then he noticed the man with him.. he noticed that Wilbur had his hand in the others guy's grasp. His stomach churned and his spine hurt.
Why did he feel like this? What was this feeling supposed to be? "It's him.. he seems safe let's just leave.." James whispered to Alice not wanting to see Wilbur with that guy any longer then needed. "it's nice here. Could we stay just a bit more love?" Alice whispered back and James just nodded. He really really didn't wanna stay. At all. But for Alice he would just have to force himself. James laid down and looked up at the burning sun caused by global warming or whatever. James knew he'd probably come home with a nasty sunburn but he didn't really mind it right now. "Who is that guy.." James asked, feeling his stomach churn more and more.. "Marco, he's one of my friends. Sells drugs and shit. He's pretty cool I'd say.." Alice said, her tone flat and lifeless.
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Tommy and Jasper were at a Greg's getting food and whatever else they wanted. "Hey Jasper." Tommy asked, holding a pack of shredded mozzarella cheese looking at it like it was some sort of beautiful gem. When in reality it was some plan old food. "Yeah-?" Jasper turned away from the dairy section "um.. are we like.. a thing now..?" Tommy didn't dare peel his eyes away from the ingredients on the back. He felt if he looked up to Jasper the ground would eat him whole and honestly.. that's exactly what he wanted. "Well.." jaspers voice trailed off and Jasper grabbed the packet and put it down, holding Tommys hands in his own. "If you want to, then I want to." Jasper smiled and kissed his forehead. Tommy felt that warmth returning to him and that's exactly how he knew he did in fact love Jasper. Loved him like nothing else.
The rest went smoothly, Tommy and Jasper made it home and laid in bed eating rainbow laces. Soon enough Tommy fell asleep and Jasper did the same. Both of them wrapped up. They felt so happy, so free. And James? He ended up in bed with Alice unable to get even a wink of sleep.. the mental image of Wilbur and Marco made him sick to his stomach.. god he needed that feeling gone. And soon or he might just throw up..
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Wooo chapter done!!
