A Second Chance

A thousand years

Creed pov
Immersing myself in water and shutting my eyes close as all the noise drowns out. It's amazing how water feels the cleansing power it holds. Just floating on water brings me back to that same memory

Months earlier

Creed calm down just listen to me

" fucking leave me bitch this is all your fault ivy! It's because of you.

Rushing in to the hospital tears in my eyes i sight  the red head nurse she tells me where her room is and half run only to see Hope Eden in tears. chase is there grinding his teeth and tears flowing from he glances up and sees me standing there within a split second chase Lancaster is on me throwing me a punch. It's the way his knuckles connect with my face it's not the blood that seeps out of my nose. It's the anguish on his face

Fucking get out of here creed! This is all your fault! You cheated once and she forgave you and for you to do it again and with her best friend that's fucked up! Because of of you she took the car and the accident occurred and now she is dead!

What are you saying chase !it can't be

Alessia is dead because of you!

Chase calm down begs hope in tears as her assistant hold her

Am never gonna forgive you creed never in a million years . She is dead because of you

Chase burst in to tears he storms off with anguish and pain written all over his face

I just stand there astounded unable to talk as I fall to my knees. My screams pierces the sky and my salty tears fall freely. I loved Alessia more than life itself and to think she died because of me. I pushed her to her death.

Creed calm down please begs ivy in tears

She holds me by my shoulder

Shrugging her off, the nurse comes out her room

She is ready to be sent to the morgue now mrs Eden you can go inside if you want says the brunette nurse empathy arched across her face. She gives us a sad look before leaving

Ma would you like to see her asks hope's assistant

Take me out of here please I can't bear to see
my sweet girl lifeless and cold.

Hope Eden gives me a sad look

Go inside and face her, my sweet girl loved you and that love pushed her to death.never in a thousand years would I have imagined to live to see this day but here I am

I bite down on my lower lip as Hope is escorted away

Ivy sits beside me silently

I never meant for this to happen creed,

When I go inside please don't follow me

Creed don't punish yourself.....

Ivy please promise me when u go inside you won't come in

Ivy nods she sits still watching me as I stand and enter the room

Alessia Lays still lifeless on the bed, color drained from her face. I don't stop the tears that flow freely holding her hand I felt the coldness wash over me. She just lies there eyes shut

"Hey sia it's me creed I know your mad at me I know your fucking angry and I deserve it. Hate me or you want but just open your eyes sia. Open your eyes sia I beg you. Am sorry for everything please please please just open your eyes for me. We can go to Brazil you love that place right or we could go anywhere just please wake up and yell, scream at me tell me your angry and never want to see me..