A Second Chance

New beginnings

Alessia's pov
I spend hours sitting at the park gazing out in to the open landscape wondering what to do and where to go from here. All my life I have always s been Alessia Eden the famous singer now am Alexa Cruz a total nobody. I should be in year one college studying music at the prestigious Oxford university but that's gone. My whole life is gone and I have to be someone else how do I even become someone else live someone else and act like everything is fine when it's not but am a fighter am I not and am going to find a way to be the best of the new me. My old life is gone might as well figure out a way to live this new one

A certain part of me feel guilty I should be dead but Alexa gave me a second chance at life and am grateful for that

I exhale the cool breathe the gentle wind passes by as the sun gradually sets. From the corner of my eyes I notice someone watching me a guy he has this look like he is afraid to talk to me or something

Do we know each other I blurt out uncomfortably turning side ways to talk to him. He is seated at the left beach. Wearing  a causal shirt and denim trousers matched with black nike shoes, he has this whole city boy look that makes him look like a model. His hair cling to his face as his porcelain skins shines

He smiles before walking towards me

Sorry i didn't walk to you I just didn't know how to

Excuse me? What are you saying

"You don't remember me? He says a little hurt

No I say without thinking

He sighs hurt flashing through his eyes

Am i supposed to know him?

Then it hits me am not Alessia am Alexa . Alexa must have known him

"Guess i wasn't worth remembering sorry for bothering you though

He turns his back to go

No wait! I call him back

Look am sorry but I was recently in an accident and i kind of lot a few memories I don't remember much

"Goodness are you alright I didn't know

Nah am fine am good now nothing to worry about
So could you tell me how we met or how we know each other

He chuckles we don't really know each other we just met at the bar where you sing

Alexa sings, why didn't Maddie tell me
Maybe it's because you didn't stick around to ask her my inner conscience kicks me from within

So what happened?

We got drunk one night and we.....

We what? Wait did we!

No no he chuckles sensing how tensed I am

We kissed that's all,

His face flushes a bit as he stares at me with those hazel eyes of his

I mutter an "oh "not really knowing what to say

"You just kind of took off, I went to get a few drinks when I came back you were gone

I nod processing all these information so Alexa is a kind of girl who kisses guys at a bar and then runs off That's interesting

My life as Alessia Eden had it own romantic turmoils which were not pretty at all

"I felt bad cause I didn't even get the chance to say goodbye.

Goodbye?

Yeah I was leaving the city I got a deal from La so I had to leave