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matiyah essence summer
"mommy i tired." xylah complained with a mug on her face.
"i told you stay in bed with namari but nooo." i said as i put bags of chips into the buggy.
she groaned before looking around the isle,"popcorn!" she yelled pointing at the white cheddar popcorn.
i grabbed the bag and opened it before handing it to her,"mommy i go wit granny and grandma today?"she asked and i nodded.
"yes you're gonna stay the weekend with them baby." i said and she nodded her head as she began eating the popcorn.
"mommy i gonna miss you and marmar." she said pouting slightly.
"we're gonna miss you too, but your gonna have funnn and you'll be back with us in a few days baby.." i said as i grabbed more snacks for the house.
"otay...mommy your hair looks pretty." she said and i laughed.
i swear she was always talking my head off- or namari's.
"thank you baby, you look so beautifulllll. namari did a good job on your hair." i said staring at her braids.
i had taught namari how to braid with weave so now xylah had knot less braids that came a little below her shoulders with beads on the end.
i pulled out my phone and snapped a few photos of her, i finished shopping and placed everything in my car then buckled xylah in.
i went ahead and dropped xylah off not having to pack her anything since tahani and aspen kept clothes for her at their house.
i made it back to my house and went ahead to unlock the door, i grabbed the bags placing them all on my hands and arms.
who making a second trip?
"why the hell you ain't tell me to help?" i heard namari say as i dropped all the bags on the kitchen table.
"cause i ain't feel like it." i said looking over at her.
she had on plaid pajama pants and a nike sports bra,"still mama you carrying all this stuff look at yo arms." she said pulling me into a hug.
i hugged her back and pecked her lips,"we still got that appointment today?" she asked and i nodded.
"yes in like 30 minutes...so you needa go change." i said and she tried to pick me up.
"noooo you go changeee! and imma put these up in the pantry." i said and she still picked me up bridal style carrying me to the bedroom.
"you can do that shit later." she said before sitting me on the bed.
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"move- stop-" namari said as i tried lifting up pans and different bags of food.
"mmcht namari they said to go easy on housework and that's what i'm doing." i said and she shook her head.
"i'll cook tonight, ion want you doing nun." she said pecking my forehead.
we came back from from the doctors a few hours ago, i went through the process of getting an IVF.
we've also been planning towards our wedding, i'm still debating if i want to be pregnant or not when we finally decide to tie the knot.
"baeeee i'm not handicapped." i said pouting and she shrugged.
"go watch tv love." she said and i rolled my eyes before listening.
i went to the living room and laid on the couch before my phone started ringing, i answered the facetime call from tahani.
"hey mommy."
"hey xylah, what you want baby?" i asked as she stared at the screen.
"i have question....is marmar my mommy too?" she asked and i was confused but the random curiosity.
"yes she is, she's been here to raise you as her own child." i said and she nodded.
"what made you ask?" i asked her and she pursed her lips together before talking.
"at school...i see the kids wit mommies and daddys- i saw one wit two daddys tho." she said and i shook my head.
she's so observant to everything.
"she's also your mommy cause she's cared for you and loved you since you were a baby." i spoke then namari appeared in the living room.
"that's my twin?" she asked and i nodded my head making her grab the phone.
"hey princess." namari said with a smile as she walked back in the kitchen wit my phone.
i went back to the tv that was playing a random show and paid attention to it, i adjusted my shorts and crop top i changed into when we got back home.
a few minutes later she walked back in the room and i seen she was off the phone, she handed my phone back to me then pecked my lips multiple times.
"you want extra vinegar in your greens?" she asked and i quickly nodded my head.
"anddd can you add just a lil hot sauce on my mac and cheese?" i asked and shook her head.
"you like that weird shit." she said laughing and i shrugged.
"it's good to me hush." i said as she walked back to the kitchen.
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"you know you pretty as fuck..." namari mumbled half asleep as she rubbed my back.
we were currently laying down with each other as it stormed outside, it was dark and cold and we were both under my thick comforter.
and of course naked, not for anything sexual just for the skin to skin.
"thank you...you're gorgeous yourself..." i whispered softly as i rubbed her face.
"you still thinking the same colors for our wedding?" she asked and i nodded.
"like a pastel theme? i know definitely like bridesmaids dresses gonna be different pastel colors...but like the overall color of the actual stuff i'm thinking pink, white, and gold." i said and she nodded with her eyes close.
"bae go to sleep." i said laughing and her eyes opened.
"nooo i wanna stay up wit youuu, it's been a minute since we've been alone together." she said wrapping her arms around me and placing her head in the crook of my neck.
"and that's gonna be gone if this shit works..." i mumbled and she laughed.
"i wouldn't be mad...i'd enjoy my son."
"you and xylah both gonna be so mad when it's a girl." i said and she shrugged.
"i'd be happy with either or, i just know xylah want a brother." she said
"what if we have triplets?" i asked and she shook her head.
"stop cause you know imma twin." she said making me laugh.
"baeee what if we do have multiples?"
"i'm going to get milk." she said making me smack her shoulder while she laughed.
"i'm fuckin wit you- we gonna be sleep deprived like hell." she said making me nod.
"i hope i'm still able to give xylah a good amount of attention though, i don't want her to be feeling left out or neglected." i said.
"she won't...if anything she's gonna want the baby all to herself." she said and i nodded.
"i really hope so..."
"everything gonna be okay mama." she said and kissed my lips.
