Y/N's stuck in subspace and Harry helps to coax her out of it.
Warnings: kissing, teasing, swearing, smut; daddy kink, dirty talk, dom/sub relationship, unprotected sex
WC: 4k
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She's been feeling a little soft the past couple of days. Harry's been busy most days with the company, leaving her to her own devices until the sun allows the moon to shine and he loves on her a little. She's been patient, to say the least, and last night he took his frustrations from the day out on her sore little pussy and offered no aftercare to follow.
It's something he's done (or rather, hasn't) a few times, but only when he needs to teach her a lesson – when she's been a bad girl. Well, Y/N's been a very good girl so she was awfully confused last night when he fell asleep moments after slipping out of her; not offering any love or care that he usually showers her with after.
She wasn't able to sleep – too caught in her own head trying to figure out what she did to upset him. Did she forget to do something? Did she say something she wasn't supposed to? She doesn't know. What she does know is that Harry very rarely uses his real dominant side unless she's in big trouble or he's had a real bad day.
Because of this, Y/N's only been in subspace once or twice before and it's always been something to massively worry Harry. He's used to seeing his baby be this independent, badass woman that doesn't let people boss her around. Not watching her mope after him with teary doe eyes and a permanent pout in her bottom lip.
She could call him daddy every time they have sex and it wouldn't make her feel less of a person. But when they have one of those nights where he's ruthless and mean and doesn't follow through with any aftercare, she's left to coil into herself and drown in this dark hole of submission where she feels like a tiny person that needs constant reassurance and love.
She's always been affectionate; they both have – but when she's in that turmoil state, it's worse. She's like a child that leeches onto his limbs and wants to sit in his lap while sucking on his fingers as they watch a movie. Y/N never truly realises she does these things in her sub head because she seems to disassociate from herself and into a childlike mindframe.
The first time it happened, Harry made the situation worse. He thought that by showering her with affection and love, he'd be able to coax her out of it. Unfortunately, it shoved her deeper into her dark hole and took almost three days to get her back to her normal state and frame of mind.
The second time it happened, he tried another approach. He was harsh and mean and demanded that she snap out of it. It only made her coil into herself more and for hours, all she could say was, "I'm a bad girl. Bad, bad girl!" to which, Harry's heart broke and he coaxed her out of it again with a little more love and affection.
Maybe that's why he doesn't much like to delve too far into the kink very often. He much prefers Y/N as her vibrant and independent self and if he's honest, seeing her in such a subby and insecure state has bile rising up his throat. He hates knowing that he's rendered her to a helpless and childlike state.
He's had a long week at the office and he knows he probably should have coddled her to his chest last night and reminded her he loves her, but he was fucking spent and when he awoke this morning to go back to the office, she was still fast asleep and he didn't want to wake her.
He hoped to come home to her lounging on the sofa with some greasy take out waiting for them both in the kitchen. But when he rolls home at 7:30 and kicks his shoes off at the door, he's greeted with the complete opposite. There's no stench of cheap Chinese food wafting through the house and the sofa is bare with the cushions placed neatly; like she hasn't sat down in hours.
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