Sinners

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"You seem chubbier from last summer, you should eat less" My mother's Model frame stood still in the doorframe.

I inhaled a long breath.

"I didn't know, thank you Mother for reminding me." Sarcasm laced my voice, but she ignored and went up to me, grabbing my wrist.

"I don't know what cheek you were responding to me 5 seconds but ill ignore it. I expect you to follow religiously my plan for you now as it is key to achieving the desirable figure. And when you do, we will celebrate"

I stared at her and said nothing. The bruise left by the fingerprints of my mother's long and slender fingers wrapped around my wrist like salzars wrist.

"I apologise mother, i must've not had enough sleep. Forgive my God awful behaviour i had implied on you" My monotonous voice, created a loud echo that plastered along the walls. I'm fortunate that my father has not arrived yet or the punishment would be worse, I thank Salazar for that.

"Your apologies are not good enough. Unluckily your fathers not here for your punishment and we have malfoys as guests for our diner, so hurry up and put something decent on and don't look like a whore while doing it. They probably won't fit from the weight you have gotten over the year term."

Ouch, that hurt. I would never show it though, my mother would want me rithered with pain, and even a slight face change would be satisfactionary for her own amusement. Sick bastard.

"Off to your room, stop wasting mass and leave scum."

I sped walk to my room then closed the door; making sure mother won't hear and pulled out my weights.

65kg?

I soon scrambled to my feet and vomited the rest of my pumpkin pastry from the trolley and looked under the cabinet. Fresh tears stung my eyes as the blade sliced my wrist clean. Pain and suffering became numb for a short time and i was going to increase it. The box under my mattress was the promising answer and i stumble to reach it with frantic hands and trembeling expressions across my face. My hands shook as i lit the flame on the weeded roll up and blew in. I enjoyed this feeling; normally it's hard to smoke in school because of how rare it is to be obtained. I grabbed the vodka from under the wardrobe and opened it. The foul scent sparked my numbness as i smiled stupidly, i was going to regret this tomorrow but i would do the same thing.

A few hours mother came into my room and shouted at me, but i couldn't coherently understand what she was saying, so i just ignored her. I would deal with the consequence later.

The door slammed shut as it awoke me from my senses. I looked at the watch and quickly got changed into a swamp green velvet gown as i accessorised with Swarovski crystals and diamonds hanging loosely from my ears, rings, and necklaces. Makeup concealed the eye bags and eye drops where my 3rd best object friend, coming in second is the alcohol and first as joints of pot that i wouldn't know what I'd do without. I was still pissed up and cloud high so i barely muttered a few words towards Draco's mother but as soon i saw Draco, his lips turned into a smirk

Shit. He knew i was high.

"It is a pleasure to see you again Cordelia... Have you told your mum about your failing grade in potions?"

Silence was louder than ever.

"I got a D, that not a failing grade" I pointed out, knuckles turning white as my mother stared blankly at me.

"That unfortunate you would practise your studying with your father when he gets back"

Her voice was innocent. But i knew the underlying threat underneath that cold smile.

5 Days later

Blood dripped from my clean white sheets. I lay on the bed willing to get up. Bruises splattered everywhere, I felt disgusted. Fuck malfoy and Fuck riddle. Riddle must've told Draco to get me in trouble. But soon my senses got together and opened my eyes, the unwelcoming of sunlight entered the room as i winced. The harsh reality dawning upon me. Hand slithered upwards, my legs found the cold hard floor, and i soon stood up and trudged to my bathroom.

I rolled the joint.

"Cordelia. Use the floo tunnels to go to Hogwarts, quickly i have important business to do."

I scoffed. Important business my arse, she's bringing one of his boy toys over. I shuddered at the crawling memory that was seeping up my brain as i recollected thoughts and shivered. I was only 7.

"CORDELIA LESTRANGE I AM NOT REPEATING MYSELF ANYMORE, LEAVE NOW OR THERE WILL BE CONSEQUENCES"

I apparated in a split second later, if any additional seconds then my temper would've gotten the best of me.

"All passengers board the Hogwarts express"

What an another uneventful year, or so i thought.

A/N:First chapter what do you think?

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